Exhausted...High school Form 6 life not that easy!

Woah...Finally,it's School Holiday~~~~

I've not been here for a week+,time flying huh?...AGree~!

Being A 6-Former(lower) aka Pre-U...At high school kajang is not that easy...

Forget the life style in Secondary School!Being Expert for everything!

Solving problem by remember,understand AND Apply it!...

5Subject that's enough for u getting u confuse around....

PA,Muet,Physics,Chemistrys AND MATH....oh gosh~~~

I wanna Vomit d~!~!~It's thousand time harder than what we've learn from form1-5~!!

I'm wishing good luck to everyone who stayed for form6!~

And Wish god Bless me~Give me enough strength to against the Stress!!

Now,School Holiday...Try to reset my mind in this period...And getting Well Prepared and very serious for 6-FORMer...

Need To encourage myself....

Being Stronger....
Being More Intelligent...
Being Aggresive...
Being The Mighty...
LAst...

I'm not god^.^....kakaka....But I will Try my best!!

Carry ON EVEry one,especially for those 6-Former!!It's hard time for us!!!There's a Big war waiting For us!!Let Us Take it down!!!RoaR~!

Full with Spirits D...
Ah lui

Nothing Special...Come for update my blog...

Hello....Almost A week I didnt updated my blog...Hope it wont get rust too fast? And Get it back to active mode...

Nothing Special I can write...This few Day Having some common sickness,it surround me for many days already and not yet recovered....Maybe Coz of my stubborn,Not willing to go for clinic to have some medicine from there....And now,yesterday was an awful day...When I wake up from sleep,It's like sudden infection;i cough seriously and it almost cut off my breath...Luckily not...And I feel very dizzy...So I save my stubborn in my pocket,and go to the clinic to have "cure" for my sickness...

Till now,the sick are stilled surround me...But,Im now are much better...Hope I can recovered soon...2morrow some of my friends are going to leave us...and go for their future undertaking...They leave,our not willing to...But they have to...And they leave may take a long time...So,in that case...we're not going to see each other for quite a time...

So,Tonight...We Gonna Have A PArtttttyyy~!!Hope all of us Can enjoy very very very much for the party~~

Yuuuhoooo~Party Tonight,yeah yeah~

Ah lui

我說我愛你　夠份量了嗎?..

我努力試探你...

接受我的真心可以嗎?...

我太過愛你...

你會被我嚇怕..　

不是嗎?...

怎麼你眼裡只有他?

我也不知道..(我其实很想知道)

如今...這算甚麼?　

你是否非他不嫁?非他不爱?...

當選了是他...

我認輸　都不可怕

最怕其實被取消資格...

都還不知道...拼命掙扎...

如今這算甚麼?

我是否這麼討厭?..只知道付出,以後都不知怎算...

最怕其實是輸得很遠...還不知道,惹人生厭...

我那被伤透的心能不能够继续爱你??..

我要的只是你在我身边?这样...很难吗?

无言的结局...

幻想-梦想,我的下半辈子

今天没上学,可以不用那么早起身...但今天约了朋友去打篮球...所以今天7点就起身了...

今天没什么特别事情发生...一整个下午都在睡觉...无所事事的...在我睡觉的同时...我满脑子都幻想着我下半辈子的生活是怎样的...

今天,就和大家分享一下吧...

我的下半辈子的生活是从35岁开始...那时候,我的银行户头里已有8个数字的资金...已婚...有一栋房子,两辆车,父母亲健在...家里嘛,有无工人都可以...哈哈...已移民到外国去...至于什么国家嘛...还没想过哦...我想是纽西兰吧!呵呵...小孩...还没想好要几个哦!看我未来老婆要几个再从长计意,哈哈....

那时候,我会和我老婆先环游世界...父母亲就让他们两自己过二人世界吧!~哈哈...然后,在纽西兰养牛羊~种很多很多的lavender,把我的家园变得很像那些拍戏的现场一样~很美很美的...

一有空就和我的老婆去赶牛羊啊,晚上就躺在宽阔的草园上看星星~

可以的话,每天自己下橱煮好吃的给自己及家人吃~煮的材料都是自家所种所养的...那该多好啊~~

每天过着与世无争的生活...是不是每个人的梦想呢?是不是每个人都喜欢那样子的生活呢...

每天打开报纸看...杀人放火,天灾祸害的报道越来越多了...我,对未来梦想,我的下半辈子感到很陌生...仿佛这是办不到的...如今的社会,为什么会那么的腐败??人们的贪痴,人们的愚蠢;人们的自私,人们的残忍...带来了如今的社会...难到,活在腐败的社会,人们会安祥吗?人们会舒服吗?每天过着提心吊胆的生活,你情愿吗??

虽然我说的,我也有涉及一部分...但,我请求人们,能为我们未来的梦想,未来的安宁,未来的和平
努力的好好的活吗?能将心中的贪痴,愚蠢,自私自利,残忍的行为给辟除掉吗?能为我们未来,每个人
梦想做出贡献吗?

想要世界和平的

啊lui

What A Lazy Day...

Aikz....Today wake up at 6.20am...woah,i late 20minutes from my actual wake up time...It's raining outside...Thinking about school...Aiya...Go school do nothing,rather than continue my dream??...My will Controlling me back to sleep...Sudden my mom wake me and I replied..."Boring School,Dun wan go...No attendants taking,can "ponteng sekolah" la mom..."So,my mom let me continue sleep....

Woah,I know my friend is talking behind me...I sensed it,coz I keep Sneezing;continuously...Oh great,i catch flu...Hope it's not swine flu...Choi!!Touch wood touch wood... xD

Wake up second time around 8am...Woah...I brushed my teeth,washed my face...And then,I sit steady at my living room and read newspaper...

The time is slow when I stay home...And it's fast when im in school~Regret...

I'm lazy...I admit it><"...And I started worried...Afraid of today...Hope there's no any "Big Deal" today...If not,I'm done><...Flu making me very sick...Started common sickness(Cough,Flu,Fever)...

Im starting uncomfortable...Coz my daily life become imbalanced...exercise rate is getting low,eating rate getting high...Afraid my weight is Gaining back~~~I dun wan I dun wan~~...

But,wake up exercise it's really difficult for me...Since,i nid to school...

It's a problem for me....Anyone Have the solution to help me overcome those "thingy"...

Or just let myself gaining back my 3-digits weight??Ah!!~~I dun wan~~

Anyone please give me some sugession or advise~~~

I wanna "keep fit",as i do in PLKN camp...I enjoyed alot inside there...Missing,aikz...


Weight Gaining,Ah lui

向左走?还是向右走?...

今天在学校又无所事事= =...听"大人物"们1by1致词= =...闲啊~

还听了些超闷的ceramah by MSU 的讲师...

不过,今天...要为我的未来画上一勾...

向左(physics)走??

还是向右(biology)走??

我那犹豫不决的心情搞得我很头痛...

看一看报读科目的form...拿着笔,难以做出决定...

就只是二选一...我都做不出决定...我好失败...

偏偏就是二选一的机会,让一个人;做出人生最大的错误...后悔莫及...我,不想...

我重复考虑了很多遍...兴趣不能当饭吃...既然是不行的,都是放手好了...可能选另一条路会更好?

bio不行,那我选physics...因为Physics成绩好过BIO...我也知道自己的"level"在哪里...

...在要交上我的报表数十秒前,我将神圣的一勾,勾在了physic package的格里...

因为...我知道,那样做;我才不会后悔...ambition?志愿?

这些嘛,只要给我时间,还是能培养出来的...现在,我人生目标转方向啦~

Electrical engineering...是我看中的科目...我希望我真的没选错吧?哈哈...

选了科目~心情放松下来了...准备未来的难题...中六可不是玩笑的...

还是那句,朋友们;让我们一起加油吧!!哈哈

中六生涯...不是人人能在里面生存...
选得中六的人,都是强者...都是能在恶劣的情况下生存...
不怕辛苦,排除万难;前途光明,唯我独尊~


form 6万岁,哈哈!

啊lui

中六的生涯..开始了

今天早上我换上了我已告别一段时间的"校服"...到我未来报读中六的学校...SMK High School Kajang...有一班朋友也于我同行...那所学校...我的第一印象是..."好陌生哦"...

手里拿着报读中六的相关文件...到了学校的礼堂...看一看周围...ei?怎么还没有什么人的啊??看一看电话...哦,还早呢^^...于是就到学校的canteen去吃早餐...毕竟未来的1年半都可能会到那里去用我的早餐...现在先去尝尝吧...我的早餐,roti canai+roti telur+Milo Ice...全部只需rm3.30...在外面可是吃不到啊~

很不幸运的,curry沾到我的白衣,@#$%!^#&...讨厌 == ...

哦..9点了,该到场的学生都到场了...哇,蛮多人的嘛~以后就要和人群里其中一些的人做同学,做朋友咯...很期待...第一天果然是没什么事做的...只是发给了所有人一些表格...填好后明天叫回给校方...很好^^...

10点多我们就"放学"了...和我同校的朋友到metro Point Kajang去lepak...然后玩了2个game for bowling....差啊差啊...浪费了rm6.50在一些我不会玩的东西上...haiz...

今天午餐吃M记...哈哈...好怀念哦,我ex-公司^^...店里...熟悉的面孔...经理们...哈哈,他们看见我都很惊讶,一直赞我什么什么的...还问了我一个问题...我...

给不了答案...很想答,不敢答...七上八下...

"chong,U nak kerja balik tak?"

Kak Sarah(manager)问到...我没做出回应...心里是很想的...但,不能...我要放弃事业,扛起学业.两者兼顾,头会大些.只好笑笑,不作回应.听了就算,快快闪人...

woah...真难选...我很喜欢这份工...我做得很开心...店里的人都对我很好...haiz...想就好啦...不用读书咩...

开始了中六生涯...别的都不能理会了,要专心于学业...这可是一场很难打的仗...朋友们,让我们一起加油哦!!

form 6 horray~ ><"

啊lui

Dream

Last update was on 7th,may...

9th May,Mother's Day...

Today...Wake up at 7am+...whoa...my throat was pain,alot...Due to yesterday consume too much of BBQ foods and spicy foods...

Brushed my teeth,washed my face...Prepared and go to my ex-secondary school for Taekwondo Training...

It use to be so long i have not training at my ex-school...

In school,those familiar face are seem...

Due to my special looking,all ppl concerned on me...haha strange...

Training getting strict...MAybe is coz im have leave the place for some times...It becomed unusual...

The time is flying...2hours taekwondo training have passed...And I'm going home with some of my smelly taekwondo uniform which I've sweat so much during training and the uniform soaked all my sweat=smelly...

I thinking about a question...That,a person;that I admire...asked...

"What's The Meaning,for being a life in this world?"

And I cant give a actual answer...

Anyone who wise can answered for me??

11th,May...Going to register myself to the school,SMK high school kajang...For the started of Form 6 classes...

At the Same day...going to Sunway lagoon with my NS friends...Hope we can enjoy...alot in the trip...haha

Whoa....Going to put myself back into school life...With uniforms...XL size back pack...Text books...Reference books....tuition classes....and many2 more...

It's getting harder and harder...I must change my attitude right now...Before I regret on what i've done...Form 6...A big war...Must take it seriously...

Every ppl is busying...Whether busy for school starting or school mid year exam...

The surrounding is not peaceful...It's feel evil...It's doesnt feel good...

Stayed at home,waiting the time passed...and till the sun goes down...Going to have a great dinner with family to celebrate Mother's Day...

So,I guess that's all...Hmm,today feel not very well;dunno why...maybe I'm too missing my NS friend...So,it may make me feel abit of down...But,im still ok~~I'm still can eat,play,sleep...
But just doing alone...Friends is not here,anymore...Haiz....Sweet Memorize~..

Ah lui

从国民服务营回来了~~

告别了blog将近两个月...现在从国民服务营回来了...是时候Update一下了...

在营里的生活嘛...要说几天都说不完...

就寥寥的说一些吧...

在营里的第一天...

超陌生的...好可怕,不知来临的日子会做些什么...

没有电脑,手机的日子,要怎么过啊?...

我的房间...不,是"大家"的房间...在房里,有三十张床...意思是说,我将来的日子;都要与29位我不认识的人睡在一起...冲凉也一起...吃东西则要与全营的人一起排队,一起吃...说到吃...营里的每餐正餐(早午晚)都离不开"辣"...吃的都是些为了生存而吃的,如果可以选;那该多好啊~

在营里,disiplin很严格...一点点错误也不能犯...轻则pt 10,push up,helicopter...重则要穿baju loreng每隔一小时就要报道一次...直到晚上睡觉时间才不用...

我的营的名字是KEM MILLENNIUM...里面的pelatih是来自selangor,sarawak,sabah的...

总数不是很清楚...有400+吧...

刚开始这几天我都很害羞...没什么敢和人们说话...唯有和我"629"兄弟一块儿...

我第一个认识的人是来自connaught的...男的,nick:CM/meng...马来西亚版的"楚留香"(很花心的意思)...他是个情场高手...我在他那学会了不少...哈哈...

过后就认识了我DORM E(房)里的所有人...integrasi...什么样的人都有...好坏肥瘦高矮都有...

很幸运的,刚开始的几天都没什么"特别"事发生...

进到了营里...我心理上早已准备好要面临将要来临的恶数...我也准备要实行我在营里"改变自己"的计划...

今天嘛...就说到这里...明天再继续吧^^嘿嘿...

至于有没有改变到,那就要追看明天的post咯^^


服役回来的啊lui