Today is Today

Hello today!Boring day...working day...busy day...


WHAT A DAY!@

damn,today busy alot...And Im down alot....

Having strange feeling since yesterday...Till now...Im still having the strange feeling...

Is that because of her?I did try my best to forget her...Peace,friends 4ever...

But why?Why it the feeling still followed me...

Just like my heart beating...Non-stoply...Until the day my heart stop beating,then just i will forget her??

Saturday...Coz im very down...emotion...And i lie to my manager said that I have things to do saturday and cant work for that day...And I asked Isma to sub me...

Sunday,Its a day...Maybe I can see her around?...Hear her voice?...No matter friends 4ever...Im still thinking about her...Stay besides her also can entertain me...Its enough for me...Coz I'm stupid.

Im stupid and Im got a short-vision...There are still alot of girls out there,why dun just I Forget her,and find another 'her'?

The question never get a answer till my heart is totally out from her...She still have my heart in her hand...Just she didnt realized...And She will never Realized...Friends 4ever = =...

Im talking nonsense alot today huh...I got no idea what to do...Im very frustrated...Very tired...

She cant sleep...I get know from her...So,to me...I'm not sleeping well too...Coz my mind cant stop thinking relavent about HER...

What should I do??Get my hed knock on the wall until i get anemia??Then,Just I can forget about HER??

Come on GOD!!Give me a break!!Im not happy at all!!Why dun u give me a break??!!

I'm very tired....pls...Make me Feel better...

Exonerate my heart from u....Let me feel better...

It's enough for me to love u once...Not anymore...For twice...


Exhausted...Ah lui

Today a boring day 3

Nah...Today off...yesterday exhausted,so i didnt write my blog yesterday...today too...but i wanna write something although im tired,hehe...

So,today will be long story...coz add with yesterday happened...hmm...Start from,yesterday morning 11o'clock...I taking bus to work...i wait bus...bus passed alot....i didnt go for it...And,finally when some1 come then we just go for the bus...She was Bibo...Haha,nothing between us but just friend =)...

She ah....38 zabo= ="...She like to chit-chat alot huh,on the way to work hor...dunno we talk about how many topics...and so,appreciate it;can go work with friend(same buses i mean) instead of going alone...It's very boring and sad by going work alone...And Bibo break my loneliness yesterday...haha,it will be very low chance for us to meet and go work together.Hope we can go work together again and again =)....Until 19th MArch...Sadful day huh that day...9.30am,kajang bus stop...National Service....3month period...So long my friend!...

Yesterday...Working take it easy...Carry heavy things alot = =...fries case,20kg+ for 1 case...fuh,i dunno carry how many cases d...10?20?around there lol...phew

End of yesterday....

Today,a boring day...day off....Go for 6hours theory...The lesson we must take for getting L license after a week of the day...Today,breakfast:Mee kicap + teh(panas) kecil...8am,me,jolin,ah boon arrived the place we having car lesson...today,quite alot ppl huh.and its hot today...

***THE LESSON IS DAMN BORED***

1.00pm,time to get a ride!Coz me and jolin taking for both(motor+car)(L License)...so,today we having motor lesson 1st and we have a motor trial there =)...Due to we have relavent experience,we take the trail down easily =)...Proud of it huh...after an hour,the sky is dark and rains fall...buhhh,wat a day...

Today,we saved for free lunch lol,haha =x...The officer of the car lesson centre is having a jemuan...And we get free foods and drinks! haha...It's malay food,yummy =)...I luv tomatoes chicken and nasi putih =)...

And so,blar blar blar...boring waiting till 4o'clock then just we going back...

And so,now...Nothing Special about...The Sky is stilled dark and heavier rain gonna down soon...and there is lightning too...So,If can,pls stay at home for safety...dont go out alone,if not will hit by lightning oh ^^...Advised from Weather DJ-Ah luii,haha...

my 3rd salary is bank-in to my account soon^^...expect for the amounts ***....

Going to resign soon...Ah,stupid Nasional service...Next monday having car 6hour theory,then L license is just about to be in my hand,haha...For the P license will be coming soon...After my National Services...=)

TIRED....

Wanna Go D....

Don MISS me =)...

Ah luii

对自己评分...100分!

呵呵...今天做11点半...order taker,哈哈...今天是weekdays,所以有mcvalue lunch promotion...12点到三点下午...今天人潮不错...学生很多...很多一对一对的...但换作是以前的我,一定说羡慕...现在,我也没什么...以前他们来买东西时我都会给特待....现在,理他们都傻了,忙不过来怎么顾你们啊?哈哈...今天,做casual labour crew...只做4小时...所以4点就能会了...但我没有...我留下来帮忙...这次换别的...我从没进过kitchen&product...今天我进去呆了两个小时...感受及学习当一个assembler...做product原来是那么兴奋~哈哈...看着自己一手做出来的汉堡...一个接一个的送出counter给顾客...有种满足感...哈哈,觉得product才是我的天下....counter...不再是了...在counter从没觉得满足过...但,这次...我进了kitchen学production...觉得,虽然没人认可...但,有那么满足感...朋友的配合...团队的合作...朋友们都没闲我碍事...反而教我...帮助我...我记得,我刚进mcd做工时...没人真心的帮我,协助我...直到,我做出成绩了...他们才认同我...就如今天...在kitchen里的两小时,我都很享受...它的过程...很感谢faizal,ismail,farid他们今天的帮助...我,走也走的安心...哈哈...我是说resign啦!

体验了production的过程...很开心,终于学完了mcd店里所有岗位的工作...没粮出也没关系,我学到东西啦?我能证明给人看,我是十项全能的.我所有岗位也能做,不单单只counter crew 而已...

有点舍不得....对mcd的朋友们...manager们...他们都对我很好...我也很高兴认识他们...希望以后能到回去和他们"拼肩作战"!哈哈...

三月19日这天很快就到了...那时候,我要国役了...离开三个月家里生活...开始独自生活...体验新生活...我对自己有信心...一定能过的好好的...

今天通过我的老友,韦翰的口中知道了国役地点...是beranang...哈哈...离我家不远...好事?坏事?谁晓得?

在有了等成绩的心理准备...但现在也同时有了去国役的心理准备...剃光头...晒黑黑...都有了...哈哈...

so,那时候...写部落格的时间也会暂停了...直到我服务完后,凯旋归来...哈哈...

今天就写到这里...

100分的啊lui呈上

雨过天晴的一天

phew...刚放工到家冲了凉就马上开电脑上网check部落格了...好感动...很欣慰...朋友们纷纷捧我场了...还鼓励我要把目光放远一点...我会的,朋友...雨过天晴啦~

今天好累...一整天站着卖雪糕...还一直逼我的眼睛看同样的东西7个小时(<叶问>)...早上10点就开始卖....直到5点才回"公司"去吃东西....可怜啊,我的午餐5点才吃= =...六点多上了cityliner回家...没什么特别...没特遇,很孤独...唯有电话陪伴着我...回到billion(bandar technology)时...下雨了...然后又塞车...啊,无奈啊...看着排队的马路...然后bus driver又一直打brek害到我的头一直往前撞,讨厌==....好啦...7点多回到家了...因我出门不带伞的原因,下雨了;没伞,淋着雨回家...到家了,全身湿完;好啦;高兴啦?....

好啦,冲凉了...开电脑了...on了msn,没什么人on9...我打算关掉的...但,又想看到熟悉的她上线...于是,等待...

今天也没什么好写....hmm,来点....这个吧


以前的:
我,
有过曾经,有过过去.

对妳,
曾经痴心,想过未来

他,
比我还好,与你有缘

对妳,
无微不至,温柔体贴

妳,
条件很好,我不配你

对我,
只是朋友,没想未来

对他,
痴心绝对,非他莫属

以后的:
我,
不去想你,维持朋友

对妳,
不再痴心,缘已尽此

他,
依然爱你,专属天使

对妳,
忠心诚恳,无人能比

妳,
仍然最美,只是过去

对我,
一句问候,朋友你好

对他,
缘定今世,海枯石烂

现在的:
我,
不再回头,只看未来

对妳,
一声朋友,笑笑而过

伤心,
不再想念,只有一时

心情,
时好时坏,与她无关

未来,
勇往直前,追求完美

朋友,
又是时候,说声掰掰

对你们,
带点感激,非常谢谢

有空,
给我留言,慰问一下

啊lui承上

无所事事的一天...

啊lui的部落格生活第7天:

"今天星期天.今天没做工.下午减了头发.不好看.很后悔.很不满意.自从要我去把你当一辈子朋友时开始,没一件事是我满意的..."

早上一睡醒就在想.又是无聊的一天...起身了,牙都不刷,就到厅去拿报纸看.哦,头版不见了...哈,我爸拿了,在他房里...算了,没头版就不看了...又回到房里...躺在床上...发呆

想起了不该想的,应该忘记的,会伤心的事...哦,天啊;算了....不发呆了,找事做...

去洗脸刷牙...看着镜子里的我,哦;剪头发咯...虽然3月要剃光头了,都是去整整我的头发吧...

11点左右,和家人去吃早餐,然后就去剪头发了...那个替我剪的auntie照着我的意思去剪...而剪出来后,糟糕...怎么那么丑啊?都剪了咯,不能rewind了...很后悔啊...

回到家,再一次看着镜子....我的天啊,好难看...怎么办?怎么办?算了...我没信心了...那一次的失败,我还没振作起来...接受事实吧...难看就难看...

现在我外面在下雨...再一次让我想起...那天下雨天...伤心回忆,不提了.

晚上继续...没灵感...


晚上了~~

刚刚看完电视节目<百万大歌星>,喬喬很厉害哦!看到她唱最后一首30万大惊喜,jolin的<野蛮游戏>就没看了...不知有拿到30万没有呢?...呵呵...

刷了牙,开电脑写部落格咯~~IAN说我上隐了,应该是吧xD....


今天没什么写也...就写明天的事吧...不不,先说今天几点睡,哈哈....我打算...12点前睡!哈哈...

听小步给的宝贵意见...部落格...是个发泄心情的好地方...朋友啊,呐...哪来电话费回我短信啦...我打给他们又很贵...msn,听没到两句就闲了....怎么倾诉啊...哎,算了啦...写写部落格也不错哦...嘿嘿

明天上9点半班,打算吃roti canai x 1 + roti telur x1 + teh tarik kurang manis x 1当早餐...哈哈

7点15分起床,预算8点准备好,8点半-9点能到kajang,在那里的mamat store 吃早餐...

9点20分到"公司" punch in,准备要带去kiosk(mcdonald's学糕店)的东西...到那里了,预算了会看lebih kurang 6小时的<叶问>电影...blah blah blah...午餐就会吃我平时做工时的午餐...mcchicken,french fries+ribena...哎,算是我的最爱吧...天天都吃的...怎么就还不去的?哇~!!touch wood touch wood....哈哈....

闷,没什么写了...你们也读得不耐烦了,开始要骂我无聊了...不过,真的...今天没灵感耶....可能是没突发事件发生,所以大脑转得慢,思想耶变差了...

对不起起啊各位...我下次会写些感性一点的...哈哈

晚安

呆呆的啊lui

爱情...承诺...

啊lui在部落格第5天:

今天嘛...来点特别的...写文章,哈哈...


等待,
能是苦等,能是有价值的等;能证明,也能揭穿...

无奈,
能是开心的,能是伤心的;能让她哭的,也能让她笑的...

缘份,
能是跟随自己的,也能是上天注定的;能让有情人一起,也能让恋人相隔两岸...

感情,
不是一朝一夕就能有的,不过是经过了种种考验才能培养出来...

谎言,
能是善意,能是恶意;能是存心,能是无意...能带伤害,也能维护...

真心,
能是真意,能是假意;能够打动她的心,也能让她猜不透...

伤害,
能是被动的,能是带动的;能是无形的,也能是有形的...

承诺,
能是一秒,能是永远;能是真心,能是办的到的,也能是一时的欺骗...

爱情,
从苦苦的等待直到证明,从开始的无奈;直到缘分的到来;从培养了感情,直到善意或有意的谎言出现;从彼此的真心与真意,直到带给一方的伤害;最后从一番的承诺,直到彼此爱情永久...这时,才能真正的体会到...爱情的降临

种种的波折,反映出情路上种种的挫折;
种种的挫折,反映出种种的承诺;
而种种的承诺,反映出人们丑陋的一面...

承诺,能是假的;能是真心的...做出承诺前,要考虑到承诺能办到的可能性...办到的承诺,能带来永远的爱情...

没人是不懂爱情的,而只有不懂得给对方承诺的爱情...
没人是不懂得给承诺,只有人对于承诺能说而办不到...

啊lui之情路篇

A Questionful day....

Ah lui at D Blog day 4:

Today...High class abit...Lazy use pinyin,so use english to build my blog today...Hmm...Nothing special today...This afternoon go to KWSP make my EPF account...Sucessfully...And Go to somewhere else having breakfast+lunch sekali with family...Having Chicken thigh rices today for d breakfast+lunch....And Have donate rm10 for the social of Down syndrome's Family...And get a thingy...fine...today,stilled miss for her...Stilled the same looking...Stilled stay poverty....And stilled...A BORING DAY-OFF...damn...i rather working than day-off...which do nothing for whole day...sigh...Yesterday after building my blog...i have listened to a JJ lin songs...Named:我还想她...it was a sadful song...I can be emotionful after listen to this song...This song hiding alot of meaning inside...If u love this song too...may u have the same thinking with me...Haha...salute for JJ...This song is great...

second part....

this post i separately to build...this is the second part...Oh...Coz of boring day,I half-day stay in SMS madness status...Wow,today i sended 100+ message...alot huh...Included the message between HER....Coz of boring day,I asked stupid question...She answered...And that is,comes with sadful result to me...Do u think men,are not royalty nowsaday?ya,I agree,so to her...But,not every men...but Most...And stilled,there will be a part of men which is royalty...Just,She didnt figure out...Perhaps...I can be one.Do you guy agree that I can be a Royalty guy?Ho...Hard time right?
Most of u ppl doesnt sure that I can do it...Like I say,I DO...I can...I can prove it...All I need Is TIME...TIME can Prove everything...Being a Person to be eliminated...I will not give up easily...But...I need time to recover my injuried heart...I will Prove to her...And one day she will realized...That...I will TRy to be....the one in a million of her...Forgive my stubborn and my selfishness...You can break my heart into million piece...No matter how many time u break,i will stilled up and till the day I owned ur heart...So confidence huh ah lui??No bluffing ya ah lui!! Cheer up!!I can do it!!....I cried...Coz i cant...I tried...I tried...She was just ending it with:"I advised Dont waste time on that girl le la..."...Tears come out from my heart but not eyes...I asking stupid question with example but not straight say that person was me....And She stilled answered the question clearly...Ya,Im stupid....Im wasting time...I deserved the ending...Im just a loveless creature...I did believe in serendipity,but when it's come?...I cant wait for that...GOD...huh,immature think...U people think am I??Speechless...Come on ah lui...Be mature abit la...17 and a half years old already leh!!Cheer up!!...Back to working tomorrow...Hope working can relief my suffered...Try to forget her...And remember...Me and She = friends FOREVER...


Ah lui ending with sadness

被认同的一天

部落格的日子3:

今天的工作时间是12点...但今天早到了21分钟又7秒...今天和我爸吵架..!@#$%...今天....发生了很多事...今天的工作岗位是MDS(McDonald's Delivery Service)...不是负责送的..而是准备order给负责送的人去送..人们称我为MDS Order Taker + Runner...而我的手下(负责送order的人)我称他们为MRM,也就是Mat Rempit McDonald's...不过普通人称他们为rider啦...我就只是复杂化...今天刚开始嘛...就没什么事的...风平浪静...直到了12点...人潮开始有了...MDS order也一打一打来,做得我上气不接下气...那么MRM就开心咯,有生意给他们...他们每送一单就赚4块,你说好不好?我就做生做死也就做到那3块一个小时...不过他们是拿命博的...我对他们致敬...谈到忙...我忙时也不时为counter那里的crew backup一下的...stockup东西之类的啊...他们可感激不尽啊!在他们有困难时伸出援手...因此他们都对我很好..时不时也就帮回我...不过都是我帮他们多过他们帮我...今天因为manager meeting...所以我们的啊头有在店里---saiful..他是我们的啊头,但人不会怎样...有时会开玩笑呢...不过认真起来,谁都不能和他比...我很佩服他,24岁的他已成为了一名francies店店长...他嘛...不知什么令到他那么看重我...对我总是很多要求...但他的要求我都做到的...今天,我也像平时一样完成了他的要求...然后就一个人准备MDS 的order...一次过出了4个order...因为一个人的关系...一定会比较慢的...我也就已做得很快了...但突然order一多,我就慌了...就很乱...拿到order就做,完全没理会一下kitchen的人,product出得堆满了sidebar(放product的地方)...于是,abang saiful看见了,话不多说就叫我的名字"Chong"...他叫我在几分钟之内把那么product通通准备好...我听了就很无奈的...想了想,就去到sidebar那里一口起出4单order...我就不管那么多了...拿到就放在MRM拿order的地方,给刚送完回来的MRM拿,眼看一单一单的出...不到数分钟,order都out了...product全拿了..abang saiful看了看,怕我会弄错,就到我面前,一个一个order问我...我就答答答...他瞪了我一眼,就挺地母子头,赞我:bagus chong,itu la saya nak...teruskan,jangan kelam-kabut;tapi ;lain kali...kalau u tekan order,u punch satu by satu...jangan sekali,kalau product keluar,u x collect lagi;lepas tu counter crew ambil product u,u x dapat product kemudian,lepas tu start minta product dari kitchen...later product full kat sidebar sana jika u keep minta2 product lepas tu x ambil atau salah order...so,lain kali jangan ya...我也就点点头说okok...过不久,我该做的都做了...没怎么忙时我就backup一下counter那里咯...然后abang saiful走前来和我要passport size gambar,我也毫不犹疑的拿了我钱包里的照片给他...然后他说要把我的照片放榜上...February...哈哈...我就觉得很莫名其妙的...无端端放我照片上去...哈哈...现在我知道了...我的努力被认同了..很高兴...很感动...我的努力没白费到...希望她能知道...但我让她知道了..她却不在乎我...总有一天...我会得到她的认同的...


啊lui到此为此

倒霉的一天

在部落格的日子2:

昨晚睡得不好...因为今天做9点半...9点半,辛苦的时间从那时开始...9点半是要到某商场的(mcDonald's)雪糕店里卖雪糕...自己一个人呐...那时我一直抱怨why me why me....但已是事实了...就硬着头皮到那里去...那里可是个很糟糕的地方...我的店的对面是卖vcd的...他们的店里都在重复的播放着<叶问>这套戏...我在那里呆6个小时就看足6个小时啊~~天啊,我是怎么啦?要我受这种罪?...今天都没什么人...为独马来人最多...当然,也看到很多很熟悉的面孔...学生...我以前曾经是..现在,不是了...等我spm成绩出后,我可能就会变回学生了,哈哈...怀念啊...看见他们可爱的面孔,我笑了...但当他们走到我店前来开口对我要雪糕时,我顿时晴天霹雳...他们开口说:"UNCLE,SAYA NAK SUNDAE CONE SATU"....uncle...很伤我心...他们是华人...我也是...为什么就认不出我是?难到叫我一句brother真的那么难吗?我看起来真的那么老样?why?anyone tell me why?我那时很冲动...我马上从我口袋里拿出我的钱包,亮出我的IC....91年,他们...呆了眼的看着我...再对我说了一句伤我心的话:hua,夸张!有吗??怎么都看不像的啊?骗人的吧?...我嘛...麻木了...既然被人说不象是91年出生的羊仔...我实在无奈啊...妈,我好可怜啊~你儿子被人叫uncle了,你还无动于衷??heng!倒霉的一天

开心?伤心?

我的第一天(部落格):


(16/2/2009)今天好累...店里好多人...我想这样是好事吧,用工作麻醉自己,不去想....她,已经是事实了...她有了他,而他不是我...我想成为她的他...所以我就在她的后面...默默的等待...等待机会...成为她的他的机会...这叫什么啊?愚蠢?痴情?不晓得...世界那么大,好的女生多得很啊?怎么却那么蠢啊,去等她?我对我朋友的问题不做回应,也许是我的心觉得这是值得的吧?花言巧语...我不会,浪漫,我也不会;帅,我不是...细心的人,我不是;那我是什么啊?...我无聊时/发呆时,时常去想这个问题...不晓得...我就是我...没什么特别啊...就比平常人胖了点,高了点(我很谦虚的...),汗多了点,头发乱了点,粗鲁了一点,青春痘多了点...就没什么多了吧?...应该是那么上下了...很多人劝我不要自悲,但;他们能控制得了自己吗?不知?对,我有尝试啊,但得慢慢来吧?没人一出世就能走的吧?谢了朋友们...我会的...但,也给我一点时间吧?...前几天,情人节的前夕...我和她发短信...那时,我得知了一个,不知是开心?还是伤心的事?...她说她和他做回朋友了...我那时候就心想...她又回到"free to all"的状态了...那时候我也没再问她关于她与他的事情了...我尊重她...我不在她与他的复合期期间趁机...一切随缘,如果是有缘的,一定能在一起...我对她说...这时候,我觉得我好笨哦,为他与她讲好话...但,我没后悔...她与他能和好的话,我会为她与他高兴...毕竟,她对我说了...她的心是他的...而不是别人...更不是我...她说出口了...难到我还死缠烂打吗?...我会学着放弃你,是因为我还爱你...周杰伦的<安静>,对不起...没经你同意就用你的歌词...我还是会等待的...我的放弃,只是直到她与他已不在一起时...在她对我说了那番话后的一天,她又再次对我说...他对她说,其实他还很爱她...不知是开心?还是伤心?我很无奈...360度的变化...我跟不到...我喘不过气了...又一次的失望...等待...

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