啊Lui生活上的甜酸苦辣~

Post 80th! 回家真好 :) part I

2011-10-21T14:03:00.004+08:00

paiseh paiseh!本因在星期日就该update update一下的。怎知一拖，就是几天了 :(

这是我blog的第80个update了！！哈哈。。其实也没什么的啦，就爽一下下xDD

上个星期五搭2.19pm的火车回hometown--Semenyih.

那种心情，不知怎么说出后。。就有点依依不舍，但却想马上到家的心情。。何其复杂啊！...LOL

5点正抵达了KTM station,Kajang.我哥正在门外等候。。

胖哥哥见到胖弟弟居然对胖弟弟说:弟弟，你瘦了耶!

哈哈哈。。。我也没多加回应，就傻笑 :P

到家的那一刻，踏进门口就寻找我妈的踪影；

到了厨房，看见我妈；二话不说，放下行李；抱住我妈，

然后说：妈，我回来了(hakka) :)

妈：回来了就好咯！饿不饿？可以吃饭了咯！（hakka)

打开了饭盖，看见餐桌上都是些我喜爱吃的食物 :)

啊，回家真好 :)

想要大声高歌

2011-10-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

Wulala~

我来拉~~~~~walao ehhhh,song ah song ah!! (credit: Namewee)

哈哈哈。。。。

我的周末告一段落咯~

很遗憾的，又浪费了。。。

在金宝的周末真的很无聊！！

周末原本是应该可以有过得美好，怎知无聊透顶！！

一整天上网！一直吃吃吃。。。天啊，我还是人吗？！

简直就是过着丧尸般得生活，没有生命，没有人生目标。

我好像好像大声高歌啊！！

可惜，怎么都找不到知音人？
嗯啦。。。我这种水平，唱歌简直就是侮辱了那些职业的歌手，作曲人。。。

T^T...我唱歌主要是兴趣嘛。。还有纾解压力。。。怎么我会被周围的人当笑柄。。。

难道我唱得真的那么难听吗？？:(

我为了让自己好过点，我选择在厕所唱~~~

但是，就只有我的声音。。突然间又觉得很寂寞。。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~！！！！！！！！！

怎么我那么烦啊？！。。。顾虑多，每天活在猜疑当中。。。

难道巨蟹座得男生都是这样的吗？？

还是我太迷信了？？

迷信是好事，还是坏事？

为什么我都那么爱问问题？？

请高人指点迷尊啊~~~

啊lui

不说'bye bye'的原因

2011-10-07T14:48:00.002+08:00

岁月不留人，有谁能让时间停留？

没有人能做到。

很遗憾的，给自己设下的目标；没能在预想的时间内完成。。失败失败。。

今天下午很开心！哈哈。。到mcD去吃我的午餐~和一班朋友，我叫了一set Quarter Pounder吃。。

天啊！！实在太好吃了~！它简直就是照亮我的明灯！ B)

让我在这黑暗的世界里，照出一道光。。。哈哈，夸张！

很快的，week 3 over了 :(

接下来的都会变得很忙 ><

Assignment,speech,mid term要来了~

要花时间去准备了~唉。。。怎么都觉得没休息够啊？ T^T

没办法啦~忙有忙的好啊~让人没时间做别的事情，想多多。。 :P

希望能够趁这段时间学会遗忘，放下！。。看开咯~~什么都看透了咯~

不会想多多了，真的！ :)

对妈妈的坦白，过后的心情真好。。虽然被她骂说：“学生应该专心读书！！做那么多无谓事干嘛？皮痒啊？！

不要想那么多了，我和你说！”

嗯啦嗯啦。。我知道了啦~母亲大人^^ <3

和妈妈聊了天后，当要挂电话的时候。。我突然明白了我妈妈的用意。。

我差点要哭了。。。哈哈，paiseh 啊；我很情绪化。。 :P

我妈妈每次挂电话事，她都不会向我说"byebye"。。。

我恍然大悟，我妈其实是不想离开我。。她是多么的爱我。。

我这个不肖子，既然那么迟才明白我妈的用意。。我真笨！没用！。。。

我爱您，母亲大人...<3

我要您长命白岁！我要您健健康康，我要买大屋给你住！我还要你帮我照顾您的孙子啊！我要让你环游世界！

您的voucher还没claim的啊！！

忍耐一下吧~~我会一一实现的。。请要相信我。。 :)

就此停笔。。

啊lui

自己事自己知 :)

2011-10-04T19:00:00.002+08:00

holaaaa~~

又是我呀，啊lui~~~

今天好累哦！四堂课，从9点早上到6点傍晚 ><...

今天的我，不多话。很不寻常哦！。。。

口是心非的我，今天吃了很多东西叻！带去的，都没能带回。。统统sapu光光！ :P

还说要keep fit...怎知一直吃，不甜的都不吃 :P

到家了，还吃instant noodles。。。原本说要和朋友一起出去吃；不过却自己一个人在房里

吃零食，饼干，即食面==。。。还喝咖啡><今晚不想睡了哦？！...

哎呀。。。自己事自己知啦。。偶尔过得不健康一点，没事的！：P...

跑多几天步就没事的了 :)

我要配眼镜了咯。。。变四眼仔了！哈哈。。不不，应该是四眼肥仔！xP...

眼睛看东西越来约模糊了。。不是近视，而是散光。。

听朋友说，如果散光不去处理，眼睛会瞎的！

我怕。。所以赶快去配一对眼睛。。。

瞎了，很多事都不能做哦。。我不能瞎。。 :)

好啦，没东西写了~

再会! :D

啊Lui

我回来了 :) 你们好啊！

2011-10-03T14:53:00.002+08:00

道别了8个月，我又又回来啦~

这段时间的我，经历了很多很多东西。。

我进了大学--离家背井--过着独立的生活 :)

踏入了人生的另一个阶段。。逐渐的，人也变得成熟多了。。唯独是感情路上，还是那么的幼稚。。哈哈，

难为我还说得出！真不要脸。。。><

在金宝的日子过得很快。。现在已经是sem 2了。。

sem 1的成绩虽然不是很好，但总算过得去~希望sem 2能够用心点，拿好点的成绩 :)..

目前的status: 还是 Single,冤枉。。。还是一只公！争气点啦张家磊！。。。

原本在金宝认识了一个她，觉得挺好的~关系是复杂了点。。但因为某某原因；我收起了对她的“恶意”。。。

唉~那种暧昧的关系，酸酸的。。挺开胃的。。但我都是空腹去尝试~结果呢？闹胃酸---伤身，伤心；伤感情。。

既然她都开口了。。我也不应该再自作多情吧~

“除了他，她谁都不要。”...啊。。听了后，挺难过的。。刚好听着周董的《安静》。。哇，好有feel哦！

嗯啦。。知道了。。我不想就好了。。祝有情人终成眷属啦。。。

我想得很开了！所以我才写blog啊！ :)

如果”她“看到我的blog,希望她应该很欣慰吧？。。呵呵。。。我真的没事~不怕不怕~不伤害都伤害了。。哈哈哈哈哈。。

跌倒了，怎么办？爬起来，再继续向前走咯！没什么大不了！就流一点点的血！受一点点伤！和。。流几滴男儿泪。。

明天就没事了啊！

怕什么！哭而已嘛！血而已嘛！

难过不是难过咯。。。我说不难过，你都不信啦！。。。以为我是神咩。。。我是人来的，有感情的，有血有泪有生命

的。。。

放心吧！难过也要过！ :)..我现在希望的是。。

我和她虽然没有缘，但我希望我还可以是她的朋友。。看她怎么办吧！

我不去想了。。累啊累啊。。

这次的回归，挺好的！还是老样子，伤感的post!哈哈

就此停笔！

敬请留意 :)

啊磊

Happy CNY in advance

2011-02-02T17:44:00.003+08:00

Itsss CNY eve~!!!

Wish to wish you all Happy Rabbit Chinese New Year 2011 in advance!!

Nothing much,hope you all doing extraordinary good during the new year.

Easy come easy go!Hard come soft go! :)

Prosperous year ever!

From,

Ah luii

Busy Sunday...Part II

2011-01-24T09:02:00.001+08:00

Holaaaa~

Dont feel like updating the post...But then..Aiya,nvm laaaa...Kasi update sikit

bolehh laaaa...

Part I was talking about 1st incident,Mr.Gan 50Cartons madness...

About part II...Hmm,nothing special actually...

Alot of customer...Buying few-ty of cartons,keep carrying the beers until like

no tomorrow...And at 2pm..Lunch time!!

So,today we planned to go the kuih udang house at Semenyih town,which near the Padang

Semenyih/Sin Min Primary School/Kampung Baru Primary School...

And JJ is driving!With his Kancil,we arrive there safely...

Once we step into the kuih udang house..Fuiyoh,crowded!...

The queue is like 20times of my height(My height was like..182cm? :D)..xDD

LUcky thing was,those are for take-away!For us,we can order directly coz

we dine-in there :P...

We seated and get served very shortly...

Unfortunately,the queue for the nasi ayam completely no end..So we give up eating

nasi ayam...So we order 3x kuih udang,1x tauhu goreng and kerang rebus for each

of us.Me,JJ and Kok Wai :)..But,we order only 2 kerang rebus,we share together..xD

after few minutes the food served...And we start eating..blah33333

We finish the food and we bayar and we blahhhh333..

Back to work...And now,yes.Bingo,thats right!

An auntie and uncle came to our pavillion and ask:"Izit rm49.88 for the tiger beer??"

We answer:Yesss.

Uncle:"Alright,1 trolley can fit in how many cartons?"

We:I think 20-21 cartons can laa

Uncle:Then fit in for me :)

We:Ok...

**start carrying**

Then uncle make a call...then come back to us.And he put his hand on the top of out

tiger15' stocks.And ask:How many cartons do here have??

We count and say:Around 100+ cartons gua,sir.

Uncle:No limits right??can i have all of it? :)

We:Oh sure!But can sir hold on?We go get a big trolley to carry it..

**Kok Wai went inside to find a big trolley**

And this time,**shark attack music played**

An auntie uncle X with a trolley,each of them.Rushed out from the crowded and stopped

infront of our pavillion,with the 2 trolley opposite side.Only that auntie uncle X

can reach the tiger beer 15'..And they start grabbing the beer!

And Seow Ying says to them:Uncle,those beer were reserved for that uncle already.

Uncle&auntie stare on that auntie&uncle X...

Uncle X: **** off,you guys put the stock on the booth means you guys are selling it

without any logic reason that i cannot carry it!I pay also ma!

And start to grabbing and throw on the trolley and make a impact sound,very loud tim.

Takut orang sebelah tak dengar is it??

**To be Continue**

Busy Sunday...Part I

2011-01-24T01:32:00.003+08:00

Holaaa!

Wow!I am still survive after carrying thousand of cartons of carlsberg 15' and

tiger 15'!!

Oh man,seriously...Reached tesco semenyih at 9.17am.1st time to do,ofcourse..

Price and stock checking!

Hmm..While checking the stock and price..Someone stalk me from behind...

And shouted on me in a sudden,says:"Leng zai,u beer promoter arhh??"

And I say yes and he immediately showed me his piece of newspaper with

some sort of promotion(tesco) and he point at Tiger beer and say:

"This tiger beer rm 49.88 arhh??"

And i smile and answer:"yea,rm 49.88.Average will be rm3.35 for a can of it."

he(mr.X i would be using) wonder awhile and then went away..

Then i continue back my stock checking...

After a few minutes,the mr.X came back with 2 trolley

and point at carlsberg15',say:"Give

me 20cartons of it!...Erm,no!Wait a sec...Give me...30cartons!This trolley can

fit in horr??"

I answered:"Erm..I think can only fit in 20+cartons!"

Mr.X:"Alright!Filled my 2 trolley with carlsberg15'!"

Me:"Erm...I..Alright,nvm sir...I will do it for you..Erm,wait sir..What about

tiger15'?Interested in buying it?"

Mr.X:"Tiger15'?Same price right?rm49.88??"

Me:"Yea,exactly the same price!"

Mr.X:"okayyyy...Filled 1 and a half of my trolley with carlsberg!And half trolley

with tiger! :)"

Me:"Okay sir!"

***After filled in all the trolley with cartons of evil drink***

I am sweating badly and say:"Sir,there u go!"

Mr.X:"Ok thx lengzai!Would you mind sending a trolley of carlsberg for me??It's

just downstair!Or not,how am i gonna send this 2 trolley by my own??And Few Boxes

of mandarin??"

Forced me:"Err...Okay sir...I will send for you...>.<"

***Incident while doing payment at counter***

Mr.X:"Er lengzai,can youy save my number ahh??I am a business man from Broga,

own a grocery shop somewhere in Broga;can u contact me if your beer is

selling cheap??"

Me:"Okay sir.."

**Incident at carpark**

Moving 50+cartons of beer to a MPV(Alza if not mistaken)...

After finish moving..fuhh,sweat gao gao...

Just few-ty cartons already sweat like after playing an hour basketball...

Mr.Gan:"Thx ya lengzai,for helping me;remember to call me ya if got promotion!!"

**Engin started and blah away**

**to be continue**

Coffee bun+Garlic bread+大条道理。。

2011-01-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

今天9.02am就Time in了。。比我做工时间早到了将近一个小时！这种早到迟退，又有能力的员工；哪里找啦你说！！。。

左天Thaipusam shopping madness后的今天，进工第一样要做的事就是check stock check price啦~

算算下，check check下；当我check着Anglia Shandy的stock&price时，tesco的一个Manager(with

spec,thin,and tall;malay)叫停我，告诉我说：Anglia Shandy ada stock lagi tak?Hold dulu tau?

Ada customer booking stock kamu.于是，我就呆呆的守着那仅剩的18carton anglia shandy..那是

昨晚卖剩的.昨晚简直算是Anglia Shandy clearance stock day.被sapu了4个palletes..将近400+carton

守着守着。。那个说要sapu Anglia Shandy的customer出现了。x先生就问：你是tiger的promoter?

Guinness Stout 26s还有stock吗？于是我就告诉他说外面的department有40+carton..

x先生说：哦？我都买下了啊！还有吗？？我要买100+carton!。。傻眼的我，找了之前那个manager问+check

storage里面，得知26s没货了；本想推24s Guinness Stout给x 先生的，他早就知道价钱了。（rm 165.60,

guinness stout 26s baru rm 128.88)猛摇头，最后拿了30+carton Tiger Beer 26s就罢了。

x先生这时就叫我记住他的号码。。说，如果有货或offer,就call他。。于是我就save咯。。然后我

问x先生大名时，他笑一笑说:Lee Choong Wei.Same name as the play badminton 1!But

i don't play badminton,i play buy buy sell sell..xD

被扎到的我也笑笑说：Wow,Datuk Lee Choong Wei!失敬失敬。。xD

一早就搬几十carton货了，还以为这过后sales应该会很不错。怎知，来tesco的人少到。。。

真是闲到发霉>_<"...

今天午餐吃板面~~哈哈，真ho liao!:P...

6点时很想找点东西添肚子。。于是和kok wai and JJ同伴，到tesco里面买tesco bread :P..

我们各自买了一个Tesco Choice Coffee Bun.kok wai另外买了3pcs Garlic Bread stik..

付钱后，三个malat 佬就坐在food court里吃面包。。

不得不推荐！！

Tesco Choice Coffee bun!

一流啊。。甜而不腻，外脆内软(新鲜出炉啦。。)，而且很香！而且又便宜！才rm1.00一个~

接下来就是，tesco Garlic break stik!!

强啊！将france loaf 切两半，涂上butter+garlic再拿去考一考。。那香味，扑鼻而来。。

Irresistable!!好吃啊。。。

吃饱了，我们三个malat佬坐在一起聊闲天。。哎。。

提起了男女生，谁付出比较多。。而谁会先厌倦。。谁又会无条件付出。。。

谈到付出。。我的付出。。又算什么？就算付出了，得不到回报。。能怎样？发lan zah?

唉。。算了吧，喜欢一个人不难。。要告诉你喜欢的人你喜欢她才最难的！。。

加油吧，啊Lui

Numb heart's...

2011-01-17T16:44:00.003+08:00

那黑黑的东西。。怎么不会不见的？。。

那块我讨厌的阴影。为什么你还在？能让开，还我光明来吗？

缠绕我多年的你，为什么就不会放弃？

是我自己的问题？？当然。。那黑漆漆的阴影的形成都是来自自己的心。。

天啊，打不是的小强。。

对啊。。我的心受伤了。。但都那么久了，还不能站起来吗？那道疤痕还没缝合起来吗？不。。

缝合了。。

但已经永远的印在我心上。。

都怪我。

不够努力，不够诚意；

因为寂寞，所以心急。。

脚步加快，但因此失足。。

哎，跌得好伤啊。。

直到现在还不能站起来。。

现在遇见了你。。我已不懂喜欢上一个人的感觉了。。那是一个多莫复杂的心情。。

我怕。。我会重蹈覆辙。。再次犯同一次的过错。。

她，是一个很好的女生。。我也自认没本事要她怎样。。。

如何才能找回喜欢一个人的感觉？？

对于她。。。我应该踏出第一步吗？？

对于一个条件那么好的女生，我会不会是妄想了点呢？。。

好乱的心情。。我不敢猜测。。免得换来伤害。。

"屡战屡败"的我。。。

Port Dickson trip..

2011-01-03T09:48:00.002+08:00

Holasss!

You know what?I just spend my new year and 2nd day of the year 2011 at Port Dickson!

What a nice trip!Kaka...p/s,no picture is available in the moment..Will be upload

soon at facebook...

10peoples.2cars.1hour+ to reach destination.Tired yet fun.

A 2D1N trip cost me Rm130+.And i think its worth!But then i don't like the ending..

So to the ress..We spent big portion of money on food.As for the Day 1 lunch and dinner...

And its totally satisfied..for the lunch i mean...The dinner was sucks..I hate that

place..Everything will be charged at the bbq area.even the chair cost you rm2 rental fees...

So,we ends up standing all the time to have our bbq..

Steamboat lunch!Wahhhh,i love this part!..So many things to eat~~Enjoy this to

the fullest!

Actually don't feel like update my blog...No ilham+mood..Stupid morning..where is my sunlight?!...

ah lui

Important things to do in last day of 2010.

2010-12-31T15:35:00.002+08:00

Greetings!!

Its the last day of 2010!Welcome 2011!! <3

Yup!There are some very important things to do before we leave 2010!

If something sad happen in the year...Refresh back those thing and then forget it!

It's brand new year!We don't bring the past to next year!

Install new profile!And yup!In the new year,we only input the thing happen in 2011!

No matter you understand or not..It is just very simple.remember what you should remember

forget what you should forget!

I got a job~!~!

2010-12-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

Big bow and thanks to Tan Kok Wai...Who recommend the job for me...Thanks!

As I know..Kok Wai was 2nd group who know the job news...Anyway,big thanks to

Brian Fam juga! :)...And thanks to "Alex"...Although i don't know him.. xP

Ok..Its was tired but fun yesterday...Tired,its because we go though alot of

'obstacles' and the fun is,we go with 8 peoples,and everyone get a job! Haha...

Just the location was different...Feel sorry to Jia Wern and Liew,which they

has been sent to Mahkota Cheras for their workplace...

And,for Semenyih area..Me,Kok Wai and Siew Ying will role the play :P

Kajang area,Yap Sin Wee,Brian Fam and Khor Guang Yeong...

Hope you guys do your best when start working! Haha...

Oh...I havent tell you what job it is right?..

Ok...As i know...This job(promoter) was work under GAB(Guinness Anchor Berhad)...

Which was a sales of alcohol products and with New Year promotion...

Well paid,23days working day..But the disadvantage was...We have to get our salary

one month after the working day...Maybe longer T.T...

Excited state--Ah lui

家家有本难念的经。。

2010-12-20T06:32:00.002+08:00

一大早就被叫醒去帮我妈开档。。。

原本昨晚已经和我二哥商量好了，由他来载。。。

怎知，一转个头变成醉鬼回来。。。真是的。。

没法啦,人家失恋大过天。。。所以就。。咯

6点左右就开好档了，正当我想毛遂自荐，要帮我妈时；就被打发走了。。

回到家了，却没有了sleeping mood。。唉，算了。。

*on电脑的声响起，嘀嗒*

哈哈，然后。。。我就在这里了！神奇吧！ :P

没什么好写了。。最近某某原因，家庭战争又被煽动了。。。

我很怕。。很怕的事情，即将要发生。。。

我也很希望这件事，别发生。。。别发生在我身上。。。

我现在的家。。虽然不和谐，最起码。。我有个整齐的家。。

自从我公公去世之后，亲戚们都和我们疏远了。。如果这头家散了的话。。

我不知该抱着什么样的心情来面对现实，环境。。

原本我不想再去想的。。。只要我不去想，我就还能呆在一个完整的家。。想起了，却仿佛掉进一个无底洞。。

很黑。。很怕。。没有尽头。。

你们。。能告诉我吗???...告诉我..everythings gonna be alright..??

请告诉我！！我不想现在的家。。。能带我回到15年前的家吗？？

我最喜欢我那时候的家了。。爸妈不会吵架，兄弟们都很单纯。。我们一家感情都很好很好。。

--不想面对现实的阿Lui

One last day to go...

2010-12-15T13:25:00.002+08:00

Booyah!!

Tomorrow,is the day!!The finale of STPM...

I will be completely free after tomorrow!!(NOw consider semi-free..xD )

Owh owh...I cant wait for tomorrow!!The day after tomorrow will be very interesting..

Unlike now,ewww..forget it!I dont want to spoil my happy mood! lalalala~~

Tons of fun await me!!! Muahahahahaha

Chemistry 1,imma kill you for my freedom!

Put your hands up!The party right about to start! :D

Ah Luii

伤得我最透的话。。

2010-12-12T11:33:00.004+08:00

美好的星期天~

我又来了~~突然充满灵感，想要来blog一blog~

今天又有料要爆哦！。。

呵呵，是关于我的私隐。。。但，没关系；我想要分享一下下。。

想起往事，真是觉得我蠢得很。。。

这些年来，喜欢过好几个女生。。但她们都是不喜欢我的，哈哈。。paiseh paiseh。。多余的

我人生中表白过2次。。。两次都是失败的。。再见也是朋友嘛！十八年后，又是一个好汉！

这种见一个，就喜欢一个的心；不可要啊！。。都怪老天，给我些，都是烂桃花！哼！。。

也许是我被爱情蒙蔽了双眼，这么白目的表白都敢做！真是白目~~~~

真想把我的头往地里钻~~~羞死了~~

我的冲动。。因此换来了，羞辱，尴尬，伤心。。。

对于友善的拒绝，我还能接受，但这么无情的拒绝。。真的伤得我很透。。。

我想到有十万个理由会被拒绝，但我却偏偏没想到，会被这么一个理由拒绝！

我能怪谁？要怪，就怪我是姓张的！

姓张的原来会有这样的一个影响。。我真是彻底的无言，对于那番话；我不知该怎么回答。。

虽然我们再见是朋友，但；我希望她说的那番话，是没经过大脑所讲的。。那样，我就不会怪她。。如果，她是有预

谋，或是受人影响而说的这番话，我受的伤将会变成我的阴影。。

我不再冲动了，表白这玩意儿，失败了不是每个人能够承受得了。。

迷茫的ah Lui

该死的爱情！（我个人看法！）

2010-12-10T15:19:00.005+08:00

今早看到了一个报道，看后既失望又生气！。。

为了爱情，自杀；值得吗？。。大家心中有数。。

而我而言，绝对是不值得的。。

这件事，真的很错；错在哪里？错就错在"爱情"，这两字。。。这个受诅咒的两个字。。

爱情能让人开心，幸福。。。爱情同时间能让人饱受折磨，生不如死。。

我们人类，可真可怜。。。被爱情玩弄，被爱情糟蹋。。。

爱情是两方面（男女，男男（不正常爱情），女女（不正常爱情）的东西，少了一方面；就不成立了。。。

喜欢，就在一起；不合，就分开。。。没错啊？相爱才算爱情啊！。。

但是，现在的情侣；有一部份是，单方面的爱，另一方面却因为不好意思拒绝，而两人就变成了情侣。。

这些就叫做爱情吗？？。。。爱情能够试的吗？有人说。。"不试过，怎么知？"...对，但是绝对不是说爱情。。

Puppy love...这源头是来自哪里，我真是没法子。。但这puppy love的含义就是说，狗狗恋情。。

你们看过流浪狗交配吗？它们有说要选的吗？看到就"上",对吧？？。。所以puppy love是用来形容我们，

和谁都能发展恋情。。。不，应该说；有多过一次的恋情。。。

这种行为，应该的吗？就因为贪新鲜？？还是什么？。。有过几段恋情，自以为傲？我不这么认为。。

一段恋情结束了，难道就能马上找到新的恋情吗？这简直是乱来！不要说有得选，所以就乱来！

喜欢一个人，没有罪！但，被喜欢的那个人，不喜欢喜欢他/她的那个人，但却一直给了喜欢那个人的人假希望

就有罪！！

正常的爱情：两人相爱--在一起--定婚--结婚--成家--共度一生-- （纯粹是我的个人看法！）

感情是一生一世的！我明白感情是不能勉强的！！

这些都是我的个人看法，我只是想表达心中的不满和愤怒。。看了这篇文章后有什么不满/不同意，随时能在

spam box里骂我，我写得这篇文章，就预料会被shoot..

最后，强调；喜欢不是爱。

固执的ah Lui.

Approved by Adsense google..Day 1

2010-12-08T17:33:00.003+08:00

Holaa~!!

My application had approved by Adsense Google~~

Hell yeah!!I get myself into pretty cool stuff~

Do you people noticed that??There are 2 advertisement link at the right on my blog,

right??You people saw it??Yeah!Thats right,its the admission from Adsense google,so

that i can display their advertisement on my blog and earn money from it...

I have no idea how much will i get from that..But,hope i can get quite an amount(coz

i need money now xD)..

So...Hope you guys support my blog~Haha,click on the advertising link if can..xD

I will update my blog often...When i got time and thing to blog...Hehe

* bow and thanks to those who support me all the time and i promise i will update some

interesting stuff at here,so,stay tune!!

Your sincerely x10000,

Ah Luii

再见B8~

2010-12-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

今天正式把B8,Jalan 3 Taman sahabat 43500 Semenyih Selangor的钥匙交到了新屋住的手上。。

今天是我搬进17,Jalan Hiew Piew 7,Taman Hiew Piew 43500 Semenyih Selangor的第十六天了。。

也开始习惯了这里。。最不习惯的还是洗澡的时候。。shower不是Auto的了。。是manual的。。x.x"

今天两边的屋主都到我家来。。我刚好准备出门了（考试），两位屋主同时间到我家。。由于我爸爸不在家，我"抓大旗"

回应那两位屋主。。一个呢就拿了钥匙，就说了几句就走了。。一个呢，就把户口号码给了我，要我从下个月开始的房租

bank in到他的户口去。。我也同时间把这个月的房租给了Taman Hiew Piew的屋子的屋主。。

当这位屋主也离开了的时候，脑海里突然回想起那时候在Taman Sahabat所做过的事。。虽然我不再属于那里。。但，

毕竟在Taman Sahabat待了十几年。。你说没感情是假的。。说走就走，搬到一个陌生的地方。。而且要在很短的时间内

就要适应那里的环境，可不是件简单的事。。

我想，搬家不一定是坏事。。唯一改变的习惯就是。。每天上下楼梯。。哈哈，因此我的运动量比以前来得多了。。xD

何其少有~~~。。但也可怜我的父母亲。。年纪大了，还要每天上下楼梯。。。辛苦你们了。。

在这非常时期，我能说的就是。。。努力！努力！STPM就快结束了。。结束后，可有很多东西要做呢！

啊磊，加油啊！ AJA AJA FIGHT~!

My 60th Post...

2010-12-05T12:28:00.002+08:00

Ahhh!...What a nice weekends~

Its Sunday~~~

So?...even its Sunday,only me and my mom at home...And that will be another boring day...

Monday going to have my exams,General Paper 1 at 2pm...Dont feel like study anyway..Ignore ignore~ :P

I wish i could add more colours into my life...Make my day brighter...

Or i should find a part time job ASAP after exams...But,there's alot of plan after exams...

I don't feel like participate in those activities :p...Money come first,entertainment

afterward...No money how to entertain??LOL...Sorry to my friend...For the Langkawi trip...I think i would consider for it...

Honestly...I just move into new house,im really really poor now...I've to pay for December rental fee...Its RM450...Ouch..My parents had their problem now,so i've to pay it up first...Let my parents settle their problem,i think i would probably get my money back... ><"

I need a new wardrobe now...Last week my parents brought 1 new one..Design quite ok..Very budget too..With delivery provided,total RM 399...Hmm..Arghh,postpone it first...Im broke now! :(...Work work work!!!Money money money!!!

God why don't you just send some credit into my bank account? Sigh...

Money craver---Ah Lui

Getting started...Earn money via Adsense

2010-12-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

I've submit my application for google adsense..Which is earn money via blog advertising..

I've submit it at 11.48pm 03/12/2010...

Now,my application is under reviewing...Hope my application can be applied :)

And,thanks for those who support me,appreciate that!...

And...Once im free,i will be here and blogging...

Stay tune for more,don't miss out!...

Your sincerely,

Ah Lui

单身的我

2010-12-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

突然间terasa,想要blog一blog...

单身的我。。不就是我咯？。。Hmm,应该说孤独的我。。

差不多要踏进我人身的第二个十年了。。还是一只公。。哈哈，不说的都说了。。我可还是个"处男"!..哈哈

别误会了啦。。"处男"未必是你们所想的那个啦。。。我的意思是指从来没谈过恋爱。。

看见友人们，有些就在搞暧昧。。有些就在耍大戏。。总是分分合合的。。

我呢？唉。。epic fail...意思是很失败==...

今年度，在十月份向了一位有点意思的女生告白。。。唉，结果败下阵来了。。。失败失败。。。

我知道我没什么本事。。。癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉。。我人生中第二次表白，又失败收场了 =(..

感觉来了，怎么都控制不了嘛。。。所以，最后不就是尴尬收场咯。。。

我可以喜欢一个人，但那个人未必会喜欢我嘛。。。aikz....

也许我就是那么的自卑。。但，不多啦！就比平常人多出那么一点点。。

就那么一点。。然后。。胖了一点点。。粗鲁了一点点。。丑了一点点。。单纯了一点点。。

但，我相信！真心喜欢一个人，无论他长得怎么样！只要彼此对彼此好就好了！

缘分啊缘分。。mana kamu?? xDD

发情癫的小磊

I'm trying,dont complain!..

2010-11-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

Here go..Another week gone...Another week closer to the stupid STPM...

Any comment for this week?What've i done so far??

Yea!!I'm really trying to do something...Having group study at mcDonald Kajang&Saujana Impian

for the past few days...And..Although it's not that efficient...But,like what i say..

I DID TRYING TO DO SOMETHING..Just when the time i focus..The distraction come..

I just cant control myself...Arghhhh...Stupid Mind!!..What to do?!

Damn it..The main problem was myself!...After all...And the degree of my lazy-ness...

Oh gosh...Who create all these thing?I hate Galileo,i hate Albert Einstein..Hate it hate it!!

And i hate that i love you!!!...
Fine,i'll stop here...chiao!

Ah Luizz

时间过得好快。。好快。。

2010-11-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

看看日历。。

今天是11月6日。。离那讨厌的大考越来越近了。。

然而那复杂的心情，忧虑的心情，失望的心情还在。。

自然而然，那不想读书的心情来了。。

对于某人的冷言冷语，早已熟悉了。。

不加以理会，后果当然就自负。。

今天依然像平时一样坐在客厅，和我慈祥的啊母聊聊。。

她又提及到我的学业，我依然像平时一样回答她:进不到大学就做工咯！没什么大不了！。。

她不出声。。过后她很敷衍的说:你喜欢怎样就怎样啦。

我顿时觉得时间过得好慢。。因为我不知道如何接下去说。。

想站起来，走进房间去躲起来。。可我就没那么做。。

当我要开口说话时，啊母说:都还没考，那么快打定输数干么？

听了后我更是无奈。。有话说不出。。我好想以哭来表达我当时的心情。。。

那，复杂的心情。。对不起，啊母。。我令你失望。。唯一的希望，可能都没了。。

家人的期望，我真的真的办不到。。注定张家没有出大学生的机会。。

谁不知读书好？！但读书，也要看你有没有本事读嘛！

迷途的羔羊--啊磊。

For those a friend,which is not a friend.

2010-08-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Greetings...

Finally i have the courage to say what's in my mind about...

A friend,which is not a friend...

Why i say so?

Here some condition when he/she treat u as a friend...

-Be honest to you,ofcourse secret telling is excluded..But sometime,yes..=)

-Will think about you all the time,not just when he/she needs you.

-enjoy joking and laughing with you,but yes;don't too over with the joke or

may cause someone to be emo..:p,like me.

-Willing to be his/herself when infront of you,unlikely bitch/hypocrite.

-Never look you down but reverse..Willing to help you when you're in trouble..

And so on....

Maybe some of you don't agree with what i've listed..But,nevermind...Time can show

everything...

For those which is not a friend..

Try to think,what's your mistake?...Yea,honestly;im not a good friend..But,im trying

to be...I enjoy laughing with my friend..Even i acted stupid and just want my friend

to have some entertainment..That's silly..But i will do it,as it's effective xD..

Alot of people ask me...Why im so emo??...

Answer:Because i facing alot of problems...Which,i've no idea how to solve..

And i rather emo infront of you guys as i can let you guys know my problem

although you cannot help than acting nothing;s happen...Steady..It's quite

a hardtime you know?I try it before,seriously...

Don't know what to say d...I'll stop here..

Ah luii

Sign of ends of the world?...

2010-08-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

There's so many global issues happen recently...

Climax change...Flooding...Mudslides...

That's a warning,an alert situation that awake us from sleep...we have to do

something to reduce the issues...

Mudslides and Flooding in China's Sichuan Province happened recently...Devastated and

there's people dead and missing...

Why we still don't awake from the sleep??We have to stood up and accept the reality!

Every each of you can contribute for it!

By reducing waste daily and we together can do better!

reduce the usage of plastic is a good example!...

Please,that's what we tiny little creature can do for the environment..

Environment=our homeland,once our homeland is polluted and destroyed...It will

never back to what it's like...For the god sake,for the future,please...

Save the earth!

ah luii

Goodbye July!...Hello August!

2010-08-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

Greetings!

New day new hope!

Stepped in August,we are getting nearer and nearer to STPM!!

Although its getting near but the spirit inside myself,doesnt seem treat it serious..

I'm still relaxing,doing thing procastinating...

August..Ujian setara 2...Ewww,gonna failed all subject and again x.x...

Why im just so lazy+motivative-less...

But then atleast!...Atleast im starting to touch my homework...^-^"

Should be a good starting,right? xP...

Yea,keep it up,Rayz!!You can do better in August!!

I use to daydreaming alot and i always think things went good always,

like getting 3.00 in STPM?...Yea,DREAMING...I can never score 3.00 for not

giving any great effort...Its fair!As you sacrifice and you have your repay..

I just cant get rid of bad habit...I have to find something that i can give all

my concentration at...They said,relationship do can...But...Nehh,not for me..

There's alot of stress surrounding me x.x...Family problems...And etc...

August...Mr.Ong maths intensive class going to start soon...Hope i can really

learn something from it =p...God bless me ><...

A friendly reminder here,

to whom may concern...

After read though this page,who have start your effort,please giving more effort

on your study;and for those who havent start.Better start from now on...=)

All the best,aja aja fight!...fight till the day we die!...lol...im start crapping!

when i start crapping means it come to the end...

Yea,cool...No much to write already!I'll stop here!

Oh yea...I'll try to update my blog more often,since i got plenty of free time and

not going to spent it on study,well;i guess i will spent it on Facebooking,internet

and maybe...Blogging? =p

Ok,time to 'chiao'!

Stay tune for more...Might be a lil bit long... xp

Ah luii

Helpless...

2010-05-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

Now only i realized that...

I'm not a person which can't study well...

And form 6 is not the pathway i should went though..

But and then,i have NO IDEA why i choose form 6..

Because local University sound attractive?Or likes the school uniform so much?

This question still unknown...Even myself can't answer it...

What for i study for form 6??Like what my chemistry teacher,Pn Chew told me..

Better go learn some skill and i can still survive;unneccesarry to waste time

on form 6 anymore...

And im influenced by her..And suddenly felt that im such dumbshit,only thing i know

is eat sleep play...

Feel like wanna give up,its not just once;the question surrounded me long time ago

since i start form 6 i already have it in my head...

Midterm soon, and see;i still can relax and sit infront of my desktop and

update my blog,chatting,Facebook and gaming...

How terrible am i???Efficient study?Bullshit,im just making myself feel

better with all those bullshit..

Who read this,you better don't have the same attitude like i did...

Its really a failure,a big failure;please...

Study,its for your future;your career,everything...

For the future undertaking,study lar...

As hard as you can,it wont waste...

Wish i can too...Really wish that...

Helpless,im soso helpless...

Ah,i'll stop here...Nothing to crap already..

Bye,

Your sincerely,

Ah luii

my 50th Post ! going to write something about the earth issues. =)

2010-05-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

Greetings...

2nd Update for May,2010.

my 50th post.

Hmm,never know that it has achieved 50th post :D...

Today absent to school,due to some very personal problem :(...

As you think,it's not problem but excuse >"<,i just making myself feel better =)..

Today i read a article from the newspaper..Its about a speech which also reflected

nowadays world,our mother earth..

Welcome! Sulphur Dioxide,welcome! Carbon Monoxide,welcome! Carbon Dioxide..Goodbye

fresh air,i will miss you =(...Will you miss me too?..

Yeah,those gas sapped our ozone layer..

And,there it goes,Global Warming,a hot issues which raises more and more

peoples attention...

According to the article i read,the worlds riches man and the Microsoft founder;

Bill Gates,have give a speech on the topic energy and global warming..

It's start with..

**"What we're going to have to do at a global scale is create a new system," Gates said in a speech at the TED Conference in Long Beach, California. "So we need energy miracles."**

**Gates called climate change the world's most vexing problem, and added that finding a cheap and clean energy source is more important than creating new vaccines and improving farming techniques, causes into which he has invested billion of dollars.

The Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation last month pledged $10 billion to help deploy and develop vaccines for children in the developing world.

The world must eliminate all of its carbon emissions and cut energy costs in half in order to prevent a climate catastrophe, which will hit the world's poor hardest, he said.

"We have to drive full speed and get a miracle in a pretty tight timeline," he said.

Gates said the deadline for the world to cut all of its carbon emissions is 2050. He suggested that researchers spend the next 20 years inventing and perfecting clean-energy technologies, and then the next 20 years implementing them.

The world's energy portfolio should not include coal or natural gas, he said, and must include carbon capture and storage technology as well as nuclear, wind and both solar photovoltaics and solar thermal power.

"We're going to have to work on each of these five [areas] and we can't give up on any of them because they look daunting," he said. "They all have significant challenges."

Gates spent a significant portion of his speech highlighting nuclear technology that would turn spent uranium -- the 99 percent of uranium rods that aren't burned in current nuclear power plants -- into electricity.

That technology could power the world indefinitely; spent uranium supplies in the U.S. alone could power the country for 100 years, he said.

A "traveling wave reactor" would burn uranium waste slowly, meaning a 60-year supply could be added to a reactor at once and then not touched for decades, he said.

Gates also called for innovation in battery technology.

"All the batteries we make now could store less than 10 minutes of all the energy [in the world]," he said. "So, in fact, we need a big breakthrough here. Something that's going to be of a factor of 100 better than what we have now."

Gates called for more investment in climate-related technology. He said he is backing a company called TerraPower, which is working on an alternate form of nuclear technology that uses spent fuel.

Money that goes into research and development will pay bigger returns than other investments, he said, especially if money goes into energy sources that will be cheap enough for the developing world to afford.

Clean energy technologies must be installed in poorer countries as they develop, he said.

"You'd be stunned at the ridiculously low costs of innovation," said Gates, who received a standing ovation for his remarks.

If he could wish for anything in the world, Gates said he would not pick the next 50 years' worth of presidents or wish for a miracle vaccine.

He would choose energy that is half as expensive as coal and doesn't warm the planet.

**

Speech ended.

As if you read the article,you will know that;he's going to make another miracle

like what he already made one,the microsoft...

The global gases(SO2,CO2,CO) produced by burning fuels,charcoals,unrenewable sources

of energy.Human did that everyday and come in result,we produced 260billion ton of

these gases.Scary like?Who should take responsible of it?

It's we,human.

The energy miracles,Bill Gates idea of energy;turn uranium wasted to energy,

will it be more efficient than the renewable energy(Solar energy,winds energy)

which not that efficient due to the non-consecutive frequent?

And so,its not that easy.

What can we do to help?Do we ever think of this before?...

For me,no until now..Although the effort of myself alone is not enough,

but atleast i did for the better of the future...

Will you,who have read this;join my force?Save the mother's earth,its never too late

...

Ah luii,is awake.

Update..

2010-05-01T00:40:00.002+08:00

Greetings...

Don't feel like wanna update my blog...

Got no motivation...

*sigh*...

Quite down this week...

Stress,mid-term coming soon...

Lower 6 form intake soon...

Orientation day...

HomeWorks,alot!

Ahhh...I'm so stress..

Next tuesday,MUET speaking...

I'm so so so so dead meat! ><"...

God bless me,im so helpless.

"God help those who help themselves",said by someone...

"Diam la kau!" I said.

Lol! funny =)

thats all for today update..

tata

ah lui

Boooring Weekends [2]

2010-04-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

Greetings blogger!

Mothing much today...

Wake up at 8am...

Ah,body-ache,heavy excercise yesterday evening...

call my friend,Wesley Lam to took me to breakfast today..

Hmm...Movie session this noon =)...

>Ice Kacang Puppy< =)~...

But,too bad.

TGV Cheras Selatan disappoint me and my family so so much!

When we enjoying the starting of the movie,the movie suddenly terminated

and the staff from tgv cinema said there will be a problem in the Play room,

almost 20minutes of waiting,2 time of announcement about apolagize;the

civilian are getting really really mad,i can heard complaining,all around the

cinema room.But come in result,3rd announcement be made.We were asked to

be leaving the room and get our refund back from the counter.

And that moment,roaring of the peoples;even myself and my family are

really really getting mad and disappoint!!!

Feel like wanna crash the cinema!

First and ever,this kind of situation happen!Im really getting very mad,feel

like wanna shout on them(tgv cinema group,Cheras Selatan)~!!!!

Grrrrrrr,today was an unlucky day!~I miss my movie time!!!

Next week,if same thing happen again,i'm really gonna crash the cinema!!

*ROAR!!*

Up-to-date,more coming;stay tune.

ah lui

Its a boooring weekends.

2010-04-24T15:51:00.002+08:00

24th April 2010, hot weather.

Morning--MUET Test,from 7.30am to 12.30pm.

For paper 800/1,800/3,800/4...Which is Reading,Writing and Listening...

Owh...I dont think i did well in any part of it,*sigh*...

Especially Listening...Im suspect that,i have a hearing problem x.x"...

Almost half of the question i cannot answer well for Listening paper...

I'm so so dead.....Fine...If my May test not that means...Just act it as

an experience...Work harder for the Final test! *Hush Hush*

Afternoon: Ain't go to Focus Eather Day activities...

Ain't went movie buff with my friend...

Really feel sorry to esther Chong Chai Ling and Y shin...

Cause i promise 2 people at the same time...Haiz,im so dead...

Colney,read this hope u won't tell either one of them,right? =(

Thx if you keep the secret for me >"<...

Went home by bus...Along wif Ayumi HY,the twins Qi,Mr.Loh and the Ms.X...

Suddenly the bus brake malfunction and it stop at A Shell Petrostation...

There is still a distance from my house,so to those who i listed...

The drive had asked us to wait till another bus come over and take us...

So we just wait...And wait...Eh?Someones phone ringing *.*...Its Ayumi's phone,her

mom's calling =)...After a few minutes,her mom has come over to fetch her at the

opposite of the Shell Petrostation.The road was so jam that time..

The twins Qi,asked me to walk home that time.And i refuses and say:Mau gila la ==...

And then i was just right about to ask Ayumi HY to fetch the twins Qi home,but then

the Twins say,no without me;and then i said:apa la kamu ==...Malu2...

Speechless right? =.="....And so,Ayumi HY leave the bus and went home by her mom's

car...5min after Ayumi leave,another bus come over and we being transfer

to another bus.Yea,after a 20min waiting inside a broken-down bus,its great to

have a working bus =)...

And blah3...Chit chat with Mr.Loh and the twins Qi...Hmm,what a afternoon...

Reach home at around 1.30pm...

Bath and have my lunch...And i take a nap at 2something...

And now,online and update my blog,ha!!'What a day!'...

Planning to go for basketball at 5something,if the weather allowed =)...

Ogay~That's all for today,thx for reading!~

Stay tune for more update,

Oh yea,today i saw Bryan and i really agree with,' an apple a day,keeps doctor away'..

coz he really ate an apple a day at achool =.="...Sometimes more than that...

Bananas,oranges,and much more =P...

Ah lui

24th April,2010;May test for MUET.

2010-04-23T18:36:00.002+08:00

24th April,2010;its the day.

The day for the May test for MUET(Malaysian University english Test).

Ppl must be wondering...Its using 'university',why me;the 6 former,nid to take the

test?...Let me answer ur question...We,6th former,we can be exactly called

Pre-University.And so,the term Pre-U is also similar to U;thats why..We're

taking part in it =)..

MUET divided into 5 part,iaitu PArt A,B,C,D,E;iaitu;semua tidak sama;iaitu;included

your hand,eye,ear,mouth using...And...Blah3...

Don't feel like updating my blog la =(...

Very strange feeling....

Not because of exam,and hav the kind of stress feeling...

Its like...

Although its exam tomorrow,and im still can online watch drama,gaming;and didnt

worried about my exam d feeling...

Its even worst than the stress feeling = ="...

Do you,have the same kind of situation as I?

Believe it,or not;you will keep guessing guessing,

and till that time,god oso cant help u d =(..

Be safe,stop thinking negatively like what i did. xD

Atlast,just as remind.For the students who take part in MUET,pls make sure

when u enter the exam field,your pencil case,Identity Card and the registration

form for MUET is bring along with you.And so,bring ur brain too,you'll nid

it for ur exam xD...

Really at last,Good luck and all the best for the student who taking MUET

tomorrow.God bless..

Ah luii

(Ohh!Almost forgot,tomorrow im going to have a movie buffs with some of my friend
at Jusco,Cheras Selatan after exams =),hee;wish i can enjoy it^^ )

2nd Update for 2010.

2010-04-22T19:15:00.002+08:00

Hola~!

*wink wink*,one of my 'blog follower' 's haste me to update my blog,haha xD..

Sry ya for being waiting so long =)...

Let see...What have i did today?Hmm...

Wake up at 5.35am...

Fried myself 2 eggs and make it as a sandwich,so that my school recess time got things to

burn in my stomach =)..

Rainy morning at Semenyih;the morning was still so young...

6.25am,walk and reached PalingJaya bus stop,Hmm..I can see alot of vehicles on the road,yea

yea..Its the time to start working...Parents on thier way to work and students go to school by

their parents car...Ofcourse,some of them drive and its not included me...

What a pity fellow** =(...

I take my bus to school at 6.40am,the bus was full seated and;yea,its the 'feel' for taking bus...

I have forced to stand =(...

7.00am,reached school.And the sky at Kajang was totally different compare to my hometown.

The sun's comes up unusually and its very shine on the sky,like never before(or maybe i have

never seem before) =P...

Time to suffer~~~Oppss,sry!Its not suffer...Hmm...Its time to learning! Ha!..

starting 3period,Muet.Oh yeah,it's public speaking&group interaction time!

Blah3,im so noob >"<..Cant speak very well,i can only talk half way of the time.*sigh*...

A group of 4,Shah,Vincent,Esther,Vivien.Woah,they did a great job;im jealous =(...

And May test for Muet is around the corner,and i still cant manage to speak...Im so dead x.x"..

Its recess!! YumYum...My sandwich =)...

After recess,PA lesson...Gosh,can i skip this part? =(...Something bad happen,*sigh and again*...

Yups,its Chemistryyyy time! =)...Having a practical todAY,Rate of Reaction,ha!..

From the beginning,we;class 6AF,non of us have the clue to complete the task.And so,our

chemistry teacher---*here come the song,
nobody but Chew>*,yes!Thats right,its Pn.Chew =)...

She come into the chemistry lab,we look at her,and she look back at us.And she know what's

happening..Hmm,she shake her head and straight put down her thing and start writing on the

whiteboard...

And so,we,the helpless ones,look at the whiteboard...

Pn.Chew have drawn out the step-by-step for completing the experiment.*Nice drawing!In

the scale of 1-10 for her drawing,i would vote 8.5 for Pn.Chew xD*...

And so on,blah3...

We have prepared the apparatus,just we about to start;Pn.Chew said:"The Starch indicator dah

rosak la!"...And so,when i heard that i was like.."YEs!Postpone the experiment!"...

But after a few ten second,Pn.Chew complain and say:"Ish!Students,continue ur

experiment!Imma make a new starch indicator for u ppl,no postpone!"...

*Breaking sound*...Ish,it's so...*sigh and againx2*...

3Period of experiment,results comes out.Not really good,i think ==...But,its over

Pn.Chew said we can pass up the report on the other day =)...

Yea,skip it!Lets get it done by some day =)...(When i say some sort of thing,it means;i wont do it

anymore,and i just get one copy from my friend ><")...

Oh,its school over~!~Tuition at 2pm,what for lunch?!

Ahha!5 of us,Joanne,Esther,JZ,WWH n me.Went to PizzaHut for lunch,*Niceeeeeee*..

When we be sitted...*a sound from my intestine*...Owh...And then im not feeling well...

*sakit perut @.@...* Ah!Its a hard feeling,i swear to myself that im not going to

Buang besar with my school uniform is on!!

But after my cheesy lunch,im really cant take it anymore...

I run,faster than 4 of them,just thinking of *toilet*...

And i reach tuition centre throw my bag on my seat and fly to the toilet..

*sound like 2nd-world war*...Explosion everywhere inside the toilet bowl...

Yuck!!Disgusting,right? == "....

Feel embarassing,my friend keep insulting me...* sigh and againx3*...

Fine,im just went to toilet only wat!Whats the matter? =(

Tuition tuition tuition...

Its 4.00pm,wait for the bus infront of McD...

Tired...Like now,writing so much crap at here xD...

Ppl who read this must be bored,right?

Hope u guys really read all the way im writing,haha =)

More will be update,stay tune,dun miss anything! =D

Ah luii...

1st update for 2010.

2010-04-14T16:49:00.002+08:00
Wew...

Greetings,creature!

Looks like my blog has been abandoned for few months...

And now im trying to make my blog stay active,so your support and comment really helps on my blog developing =)...

Well,i update my blog in hurry;nothing much to write...Hmm..

Oh yeah,i went sushi king today;and i enjoy it so much xD...

And and and...Complain about....Form 6,yea!Its freaking tiring me!

Tons of homework!Exam stress!Dota!!...Ops,wait;dota is excluded ^ ^ paiseh2...

Hmm,alright;thats all for today,i wanna go for a bath and start doing my chemistry report for

2morro compulsory experiment!

Take care dude,

stay tune.

Ah lui

It's a boooooring Holiday

2009-11-22T20:13:00.002+08:00
Howday!

Time to blogging...

Ah,seem to be so freee these few daysss...

Yes,it is!...

It's Schooool holiday~!!Yahoooo~!!...

Too bad,holiday just bored me....

ain't working,ain't going to a trip;

Just Stay at home,Facebook for around 18hours per day;

Eat so much,No excercise;

Sleeping time so much,no study;

.....

What A DAY~!

Ain't enjoy my school holiday~

Feel very bored,nothing interested...

When some1 finish some trip and post on facebook...

Argh!!Jealous!...why they can have so much activities to do?!

Stay at home relax suppose to be a great time;for me...

Argh,it's not...But sometime yes...Mostly is No>"<....

Alright,

Things need to change.

So to me ~!!

Need to take action to kill my boring holiday~~

First,What to do???

Arghh~!!No idea~~~

Anyone???can anyone sugess an idea for me???

Ishhh,i cant wait to have activities~~!

Plan Under Construction,

Will be released soon!!!

Stay for the tune =x

tataz

Rayz

AhLui is Back...

2009-11-21T19:22:00.002+08:00
It's been awhile that i've adandon my blog...

It's still seem familiar to me...

But,I've got no inspiration to write anymore...

Maybe...Because i can't forget it...

Or maybe,it's really mission impossible to me...

But,i really try to...

But in result,i fail to...

Went up form 6,i look likes didnt change myself at all...

As i promise myself i will change myself in NS...

But it's nothing,buy just a lie...

I lie to myself...to my friend...my family...

All the way failure in my life...

And I have the reason to blame in on the god,

why so unfair?...

Life is unfair...

ya,i know...but i won't accept it...

It's just making myself hatred more...

Went up form 6 life...

It's totally freaking me...

The teacher...Subject...

I use to be enjoy it...

Until something happen to my family...

And i'm no longer enjoy but suffer...

School Uniforms....Textbook....wake up at 5.3am....

Ah!Break it off!

And that's why i always absent to school....

I've my family problem...

My dad cant face all the problem...

Coz he use to tell me,"Study hard,my son;let me handle the problem"

But,He cant...

The Problem's Marry-Go-Round-ing...

Not just handle,even solve;non of it can be done easily...

well...seriously..

I never give so much effort on my study...

and so,the final result come out like a s**t...

Okey,now...

School Holiday,Yeah~Wuhoo~Enjoy~...

Nah...

I would really wanted to catch up what teacher have taught me...

But,I wanna spent my time on a part time job for the holidays...

And so i can earn some money for me to can have tuition class next year...

but tuition fee really killing me...

I don't sure i can do that...Atleast i should have a try...

Ah,It's always a problem....

Inside a problem,another problem can be made...

and so on,it's like duplicate...

It will never stop until u find the solution...

the chance to find the solution,depends...

It can be, 1/10 chance,it can be 1/100;or it can be...

1/1000000...

Ah...No more for me,tired of writing...

I'll stop here...

Tatazz...

Ah lui

人...

2009-08-16T17:18:00.003+08:00
人

为什么就不同...

有分男女...

有好有坏...

有笨有聪明...

有痴情有绝情...

有善良有心肠不好...

有单纯有心怀不好...

and many many more...

我...

是人..

所以..

我和别人都不同...

我是男的...不知是不是好的...是笨的...绝对痴情的...不知善不善良的...单纯的...

所以..

我是个不及格的人...

很失败的一个人...

但,我不灰心...

我还是很努力的当一个人..

希望能够当个及格,成功的人...

18年后的今天..

我无时无刻都想在进步...

就有如名人所说的:Life's Full Of Challenges...

经一事,长一智...

要学会跌倒,才能可以在路上跑...

要学会失败,才能有成功的一天...

在充满坎坷的路上...

我生存下来了...

经过了大小事...

学会了,懂了,失败了,也成功了...

人生就是那样子...

每个人都必须面对不同的事物,挑战...

但,也有人经不起考验,挑战...

而因此放弃了人生...

我,

曾经几次...想放弃...

但都没办到...

清醒也清醒了好几次...

看透也看透几回了...

但偶尔有时候...会往坏的方面想..

因为我不知怎么是好...

迷途的羔羊般的...

迷失了方向后,满脸无奈的样子....

远方的光,照亮着希望...

给予的希望...不是时常有...

不能一直给予太大的期望...

因为...如果期望越大...矢望越大...

到时候...就无形中带来了绝望...

绝望的人...

永远都是个等希望来打救的份子...

永远都是那么脆弱...

当一个坚强的绝望使者...

别让人觉得自己很无助...

让人们相信...

绝望的人,也能活得很好...

简讯生活...

2009-08-15T13:29:00.002+08:00
哈哈...

最近心情很不错...

因为最近加入了..

简讯家族^^....

与数位朋友以简讯交流...

起头开始写是比较慢了些...

有时友人们会埋怨...

不过..

不久后就习惯了...

自然而然就能写快了~

呵呵..

简讯生活给我带来了很多乐趣...

在简讯里我能写些我平时不敢和别人说的东西...

这证明简讯能为我增加我的自信~

虽然最近沉迷了点...

不过我会自我控制的了~

简讯生活能让我写入我生活上的酸甜苦辣,然后在发给友人们分享~

真是一大乐趣啊~...

嘿嘿,快来和我发简讯吧^^

啊lui

无所谓先生

2009-08-13T14:31:00.003+08:00
说一就一,

说坐就坐;

叫去东,就去东;

叫去吃大便,什么??你吃给我看啦!...

无所谓先生...

别人说什么就做什么...

没主见的一个肉体...没灵魂,只有躯体...

太多的不平凡,太多的事物,太多的选择..

让人麻木...让人迷失方向...

因此,无所谓先生就诞生了...

不会学如何讨好人...不会学如何说好话...

只会跟大班,不会跟自己的意愿走...

什么事都不想过问,什么事都无所谓...

什么事都得过且过,什么事都会跟别人;说yes to all...

无所谓先生,活着的意义是什么?...

我...

要答案...

啊Lui,mR wAt-Eva

我已18岁了1个月又两天...

2009-07-31T22:17:00.002+08:00
过了18岁一个月又两天...

感觉还蛮不错...

很多以前不能做的事情,现在都能做了...

拿比今天的一樁事来说...

到银行去申请提款卡...

哈哈...已经开始被称呼为"Mr"了...

而不再是,小弟弟...

感觉真的蛮不错!(暗爽)...

申请的过程都由我一手包办...

已经开始习惯了...

已经不再想以前...什么都要靠父母亲了..

我感到自豪...

我长大了...

我能独立了...

我能做自己的决定了...

我能做一些事情别人不能阻止的了....

哈哈...

18岁...

长大的我,将来要面对的压力也越来越大了...

长大的我,要承担责任了...

长大的我,慢慢的迈进未来了...

曾经傻过的我...现在不再重犯了...

以前只会等待机会...

现在,创造机会...

去发掘出,美好的一切...

我要成功...

首先要学会失败~

我最近喜欢的口头禅:

"不怕苦,不怕难;不喊累"

只要我学会了失败,那以后的成功将是刻骨铭心的...

加油!~

啊Lui

NExt week exam week...

2009-07-24T21:24:00.002+08:00
Oh gosh...

God please bless me and keep me safety from d exam~~

Next week willl be my 1st ever,form 6 exam...

total 5 subject are under examination...

As my prediction,5out of 5 subject are going to present in red mark...

Means,Failed =.="...

What Can I do???Revise Revise Revise....

Man!It's Totally Complicated TM><"....

Im gonna be killed~~

By d Exam~~~

God Bless me...atleast let me pass 2out of 5 of the subject pls~~

=x...

Ahlui,nervousing...

非常时期...

2009-07-23T20:07:00.002+08:00
最近时常缺课...

都怪天气差!身体弱!

结果生~病了...

真"豆腐"啊~....

身体大大只,却那么容易生病==...

真失败><

结果呢,搞到我不是几跟得上科目...

所以...不知怎么办...

之前都跟不上了,现在又没去

火上加油了~

非常时期...

要努力了...

怎么努力啊??

no idea...

ended

ah lui

你的承诺我的失望...

2009-07-20T18:13:00.002+08:00
对于每个人...

对"承诺"这东西有着不同的想法...

有的觉得很儿戏,有的就很认真;

有的觉得无畏,有的觉得重视'

有的觉得许下了就要执行,有的就觉得这只是个讨好某人的借口...

为某人许下的承诺...是一生一世的呢?还是,一瞬间就毁掉的?

某人会为了一个承诺而无私的付出...却可以不望回报...

某人却能把承诺当成骗人的工具,从中得到利益后就一走了之;

不能给予承诺...就请你别答应...

给了一个空心的承诺...带来的只会是悲剧...

带来的伤害...足以能将一颗充满希望的心彻底粉碎...

为什么你没这种能力,却要轻易的给我承诺???

办不到,却要?为的是什么?

看见我从充满希望堕落成完全失去自我保护能力的我;

你会高兴吗??

你给的空心承诺只为你带来我对你的失望...

彻底的失望...

怕痛...

2009-07-18T21:19:00.002+08:00
我...

很怕受伤害...

每当要受到伤害时我都躲到一旁去...

以免受伤...

每次都很幸运的让我逃过一劫...

以为...

以后都会那么幸运的不会受到伤害/打击...

直到...

第一次受到的伤害后...

就觉得世界上已没机会了...

觉得活着很没意思...

原来...

我说了这番话后...回想回...

我跟本不配这美好的生命...

我只是一只可怜虫...

连我自己也看不起自己了...

受过了伤害...留下了疤痕...印下了难忘的一幕在我脑海里...

受伤害后所造成的疤痕带来的痛...刻骨铭心...

自从那次后...

我怕...痛...我讨厌痛的那种感觉...我不想在受伤害...

我只想逃避...

逃离受伤害的领域...

去到一个...与世无争的地方...

已失去的...要不回了...心机...没了

2009-07-17T13:43:00.003+08:00
平时看到我的朋友...他们都觉得我很开朗...

在班里做小丑的我,同学对我的印象都觉得我傻傻的...

当回到家里面,锁在房里时...又有谁知道

那个"我",又是怎样的一个人?...

应该没几个人知道吧...

知道的友人..都算是我半个兄弟/知己了...

他们都很会想...

有他们真好...能聆听我的一切一切苦诉...

家里无时无刻都会有无形的压力...

而我每天都要努力的在这股压力里生活...

随着时间的流逝...我感到越来越弱...

由上年开始,我就面对着这些压力...

啊!好怀念以前天真无邪的生活...

不用想那么多...

至于是什么...我不想透露...

想起都很无奈...觉得很无助...

和友人们分享也无补于事...

他们是外人,而我的是家事...能帮;也就安慰我...好让我好过点而已...

每天去学校...感到上课吸收知识越来越慢了...觉得上课很没意思;总不喜欢做功课...

总是看时间,总想快点放学...我试着强迫自己去接纳...

总是得来的结果:只想逃避现实...

我的那份心机....不见了....

有谁看到我的心机了吗?请问??有人看到吗??

看到了请把它还给我!!我不能没了它!!有谁?谁?

为什么我就是那么失败!!乐观乐观!!

乐观主义者?我是!

为什么得来的结果会是那样???

我是何时变得那样的?我为何会变成那样?

我有试着去找回我的感觉,我的心机;为什么就是找不到啊?

已荒废了许久的部落格...又成为了我发泄的地方...

想到什么就写什么,多痛快啊....

但为什么它就不能给我一些回应呢?

我,算了...不要回应好了...只要它乖乖的听我写的东西就好了...

我就心满意足了...

哈哈...每次发泄了,都会说些好话安慰自己...

这次也不例外...

家磊啊家磊!振作丫!努力找回你的心机丫!!

不怕苦,不怕难;不喊累!!

加油啊!你可以的!这点点伤,算不了什么!撑着!不许哭!

忍无可忍还在忍的,
家磊

应该或不应该...

2009-06-22T19:33:00.002+08:00
今天...

心里不是滋味...

觉得上学超无聊....

怎么以前都不觉得会?...

是因为功课太繁忙?...

还是还不习惯上学的生活?...

我回想了几遍...

原来都有一点...

但是主要的原因...

原来是...我上学的"环境"...和我共处一室的同学...

我的班是6BF...和我共处一室有十多人...

我以为是我刚开始不适应或是他们...

所以在班里他们都很安静...安静得我怕...

我是属于多话的一族...在如此文静的班里...我显得非常不自由...

我稍微多话...室友都不喜欢...

要我安静...很辛苦...我想,我在这班里真的真的很辛苦...

刚开始的那几天我都还好过一点...

过后我的每一天...都是用挨的来度过...我都没开心过...

这种生活,我不要...我不想要...这不是我的世界!...

我想要找到我的世界!!属于我的环境!!

我....

应该吗?还是...

我...不应该?...

谁能来拯救我这迷途的羔羊??

谁能指导我正确的方向?...

我很不开心...面对着有无穷压力的班...我会窒息...

我要逃离...但我不知我应不应该...

没方向感的,

啊lei

Confused....

2009-06-18T20:13:00.002+08:00
Lolz....Computer juz up....Cost me 100rm+ to repair my comp...zzzz

Long time no on blog d...Kinda Update is good...

2Days before...16/6/09,Tuesday....That Day I have my driving test....I passed!!Haha!What a

great time for me~~~That was the day,im very very happy with the results...So,that Day I've

spent 20rm to buy my fren some Drinks....Whua...How could it be???20rm?zzzz....I must be lost

my mind...>,<,but nvm;it's worth,haha!I pass My EeeeXam~~~Yuhoooo

Wednesday,Boring day...I participate in SUKSES...So,i go to gym training....I go by

motor....Wuuu,1st time....exhausted...

Thursday....I Over-Sleep....Didnt go to school today....Unlucky day....

Computer's Up Today~~~So,Im here to update my blog~~....

Now,I'm boring....Update stop~

AH lui

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2009-06-08T14:07:00.003+08:00
Zzz....Broken English time...

My bad~~~For bringing up a fruit society on my blog comments box = =....

Fruit Which Existed:Durian(Me),Lychee(Unknown),Mangosteen(ALien i think...)

According to my observation....2hypothesis has been made....

Hypothesis 1:Lychee,mangosteen are different ppl acting...

Hypothesis 2:Lychee,Mangosteen are the same ppl acting...

Now,

Topic closed!!No more fruit society~

It's not a fool,but some of the people is fooling around~~~

ENOUGH....

sigh,boring day...

Today SO boring....

I have my driving lesson....PArking....Langgar tiang,zzzz....

Very down....very very blur *.*"....

I power on my computer...And i start my collection...for Jay Chou Song....Huhu,not bad;90% finished....For the Latest one

EH?....Nothing Say D^^....

NO FRUIT~!

Ah lui

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2009-06-05T22:01:00.003+08:00
Woahh....

Time to update my blog lu~~~

Boring lah...Dunno what to write...Nothing special happen on me...

Staying At house Be a "宅男"...Haha...

I Have make my self Durian...

And,Im very expecting...Expecting on Finding my Lychee...

Im looking for lychee~~~!Who's Want to be my lychee ah? aha...

Im wondering Izit A durian....Matched with Lychee???

Who know's?God Know's??No idea...Undefinated method...

Nothing can write d...So long~

Ah lui

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2009-06-03T21:31:00.002+08:00
Yoh....

Wednesdays....

Gosh,for my Driving Lesson 2:Parking Lesson...I doing suck...like never ever suck like that before...

Very down today...Coz the ppl who teach me drive say im suck...coz im too nervous...

Haiz....Today i suppose to have my driving lesson for 3hrs,but i do only 2hrs then my teacher halau me back d....woah...

Speechless...

2morrow...Movie Spreeee time,hope 2morrow can stable-lize my mood...

Nothing special...Just Realized that,form6/a-level,holiday depend on calendars...

Very down,

Ah Lui

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2009-06-02T19:50:00.002+08:00
Whua!~Broken English time~~

What A time...It's June!My Birthday Month...Hahax...Half month d i leave NS life...

Everything has back to normal...My life...The thing i use to do everyday...now is practicing
back...

Everything goes fine today...Evening weather is killing;and the night is seem peaceful but it looks gonna raining soon~

Today I text messaging alot...And A plan has made~Thursday 4/june movie day~~Yahoo~!

But it seem bored,coz few ppl are going....Nah,no idea;People is not the problem!!

The problem is~~

I Want Movie Spreeee~~Having combo movie on that day!! Yeeha~

<>~~

Nice movie did it? =)

Wednesdays 3/june...

hmm....Scary Day~~~Driving Lesson 2:Parking Lesson

Holy @#$%!

God bless me~~~Let me pass through it safety~~~

I guess there's what I need to Write..

To be Continue~~keke

Ah lui

Exhausted...High school Form 6 life not that easy!

2009-05-31T12:58:00.002+08:00
Woah...Finally,it's School Holiday~~~~

I've not been here for a week+,time flying huh?...AGree~!

Being A 6-Former(lower) aka Pre-U...At high school kajang is not that easy...

Forget the life style in Secondary School!Being Expert for everything!

Solving problem by remember,understand AND Apply it!...

5Subject that's enough for u getting u confuse around....

PA,Muet,Physics,Chemistrys AND MATH....oh gosh~~~

I wanna Vomit d~!~!~It's thousand time harder than what we've learn from form1-5~!!

I'm wishing good luck to everyone who stayed for form6!~

And Wish god Bless me~Give me enough strength to against the Stress!!

Now,School Holiday...Try to reset my mind in this period...And getting Well Prepared and very serious for 6-FORMer...

Need To encourage myself....

Being Stronger....
Being More Intelligent...
Being Aggresive...
Being The Mighty...
LAst...

I'm not god^.^....kakaka....But I will Try my best!!

Carry ON EVEry one,especially for those 6-Former!!It's hard time for us!!!There's a Big war waiting For us!!Let Us Take it down!!!RoaR~!

Full with Spirits D...
Ah lui

Nothing Special...Come for update my blog...

2009-05-23T12:48:00.002+08:00
Hello....Almost A week I didnt updated my blog...Hope it wont get rust too fast? And Get it back to active mode...

Nothing Special I can write...This few Day Having some common sickness,it surround me for many days already and not yet recovered....Maybe Coz of my stubborn,Not willing to go for clinic to have some medicine from there....And now,yesterday was an awful day...When I wake up from sleep,It's like sudden infection;i cough seriously and it almost cut off my breath...Luckily not...And I feel very dizzy...So I save my stubborn in my pocket,and go to the clinic to have "cure" for my sickness...

Till now,the sick are stilled surround me...But,Im now are much better...Hope I can recovered soon...2morrow some of my friends are going to leave us...and go for their future undertaking...They leave,our not willing to...But they have to...And they leave may take a long time...So,in that case...we're not going to see each other for quite a time...

So,Tonight...We Gonna Have A PArtttttyyy~!!Hope all of us Can enjoy very very very much for the party~~

Yuuuhoooo~Party Tonight,yeah yeah~

Ah lui

2009-05-18T21:18:00.002+08:00
我說我愛你　夠份量了嗎?..

我努力試探你...

接受我的真心可以嗎?...

我太過愛你...

你會被我嚇怕..　

不是嗎?...

怎麼你眼裡只有他?

我也不知道..(我其实很想知道)

如今...這算甚麼?　

你是否非他不嫁?非他不爱?...

當選了是他...

我認輸　都不可怕

最怕其實被取消資格...

都還不知道...拼命掙扎...

如今這算甚麼?

我是否這麼討厭?..只知道付出,以後都不知怎算...

最怕其實是輸得很遠...還不知道,惹人生厭...

我那被伤透的心能不能够继续爱你??..

我要的只是你在我身边?这样...很难吗?

无言的结局...

幻想-梦想,我的下半辈子

2009-05-16T19:23:00.004+08:00
今天没上学,可以不用那么早起身...但今天约了朋友去打篮球...所以今天7点就起身了...

今天没什么特别事情发生...一整个下午都在睡觉...无所事事的...在我睡觉的同时...我满脑子都幻想着我下半辈子的生活是怎样的...

今天,就和大家分享一下吧...

我的下半辈子的生活是从35岁开始...那时候,我的银行户头里已有8个数字的资金...已婚...有一栋房子,两辆车,父母亲健在...家里嘛,有无工人都可以...哈哈...已移民到外国去...至于什么国家嘛...还没想过哦...我想是纽西兰吧!呵呵...小孩...还没想好要几个哦!看我未来老婆要几个再从长计意,哈哈....

那时候,我会和我老婆先环游世界...父母亲就让他们两自己过二人世界吧!~哈哈...然后,在纽西兰养牛羊~种很多很多的lavender,把我的家园变得很像那些拍戏的现场一样~很美很美的...

一有空就和我的老婆去赶牛羊啊,晚上就躺在宽阔的草园上看星星~

可以的话,每天自己下橱煮好吃的给自己及家人吃~煮的材料都是自家所种所养的...那该多好啊~~

每天过着与世无争的生活...是不是每个人的梦想呢?是不是每个人都喜欢那样子的生活呢...

每天打开报纸看...杀人放火,天灾祸害的报道越来越多了...我,对未来梦想,我的下半辈子感到很陌生...仿佛这是办不到的...如今的社会,为什么会那么的腐败??人们的贪痴,人们的愚蠢;人们的自私,人们的残忍...带来了如今的社会...难到,活在腐败的社会,人们会安祥吗?人们会舒服吗?每天过着提心吊胆的生活,你情愿吗??

虽然我说的,我也有涉及一部分...但,我请求人们,能为我们未来的梦想,未来的安宁,未来的和平
努力的好好的活吗?能将心中的贪痴,愚蠢,自私自利,残忍的行为给辟除掉吗?能为我们未来,每个人
梦想做出贡献吗?

想要世界和平的

啊lui

What A Lazy Day...

2009-05-14T18:53:00.002+08:00
Aikz....Today wake up at 6.20am...woah,i late 20minutes from my actual wake up time...It's raining outside...Thinking about school...Aiya...Go school do nothing,rather than continue my dream??...My will Controlling me back to sleep...Sudden my mom wake me and I replied..."Boring School,Dun wan go...No attendants taking,can "ponteng sekolah" la mom..."So,my mom let me continue sleep....

Woah,I know my friend is talking behind me...I sensed it,coz I keep Sneezing;continuously...Oh great,i catch flu...Hope it's not swine flu...Choi!!Touch wood touch wood... xD

Wake up second time around 8am...Woah...I brushed my teeth,washed my face...And then,I sit steady at my living room and read newspaper...

The time is slow when I stay home...And it's fast when im in school~Regret...

I'm lazy...I admit it><"...And I started worried...Afraid of today...Hope there's no any "Big Deal" today...If not,I'm done><...Flu making me very sick...Started common sickness(Cough,Flu,Fever)...

Im starting uncomfortable...Coz my daily life become imbalanced...exercise rate is getting low,eating rate getting high...Afraid my weight is Gaining back~~~I dun wan I dun wan~~...

But,wake up exercise it's really difficult for me...Since,i nid to school...

It's a problem for me....Anyone Have the solution to help me overcome those "thingy"...

Or just let myself gaining back my 3-digits weight??Ah!!~~I dun wan~~

Anyone please give me some sugession or advise~~~

I wanna "keep fit",as i do in PLKN camp...I enjoyed alot inside there...Missing,aikz...

Weight Gaining,Ah lui

向左走?还是向右走?...

2009-05-12T20:16:00.002+08:00
今天在学校又无所事事= =...听"大人物"们1by1致词= =...闲啊~

还听了些超闷的ceramah by MSU 的讲师...

不过,今天...要为我的未来画上一勾...

向左(physics)走??

还是向右(biology)走??

我那犹豫不决的心情搞得我很头痛...

看一看报读科目的form...拿着笔,难以做出决定...

就只是二选一...我都做不出决定...我好失败...

偏偏就是二选一的机会,让一个人;做出人生最大的错误...后悔莫及...我,不想...

我重复考虑了很多遍...兴趣不能当饭吃...既然是不行的,都是放手好了...可能选另一条路会更好?

bio不行,那我选physics...因为Physics成绩好过BIO...我也知道自己的"level"在哪里...

...在要交上我的报表数十秒前,我将神圣的一勾,勾在了physic package的格里...

因为...我知道,那样做;我才不会后悔...ambition?志愿?

这些嘛,只要给我时间,还是能培养出来的...现在,我人生目标转方向啦~

Electrical engineering...是我看中的科目...我希望我真的没选错吧?哈哈...

选了科目~心情放松下来了...准备未来的难题...中六可不是玩笑的...

还是那句,朋友们;让我们一起加油吧!!哈哈

中六生涯...不是人人能在里面生存...
选得中六的人,都是强者...都是能在恶劣的情况下生存...
不怕辛苦,排除万难;前途光明,唯我独尊~

form 6万岁,哈哈!

啊lui

中六的生涯..开始了

2009-05-11T19:33:00.002+08:00
今天早上我换上了我已告别一段时间的"校服"...到我未来报读中六的学校...SMK High School Kajang...有一班朋友也于我同行...那所学校...我的第一印象是..."好陌生哦"...

手里拿着报读中六的相关文件...到了学校的礼堂...看一看周围...ei?怎么还没有什么人的啊??看一看电话...哦,还早呢^^...于是就到学校的canteen去吃早餐...毕竟未来的1年半都可能会到那里去用我的早餐...现在先去尝尝吧...我的早餐,roti canai+roti telur+Milo Ice...全部只需rm3.30...在外面可是吃不到啊~

很不幸运的,curry沾到我的白衣,@#$%!^#&...讨厌 == ...

哦..9点了,该到场的学生都到场了...哇,蛮多人的嘛~以后就要和人群里其中一些的人做同学,做朋友咯...很期待...第一天果然是没什么事做的...只是发给了所有人一些表格...填好后明天叫回给校方...很好^^...

10点多我们就"放学"了...和我同校的朋友到metro Point Kajang去lepak...然后玩了2个game for bowling....差啊差啊...浪费了rm6.50在一些我不会玩的东西上...haiz...

今天午餐吃M记...哈哈...好怀念哦,我ex-公司^^...店里...熟悉的面孔...经理们...哈哈,他们看见我都很惊讶,一直赞我什么什么的...还问了我一个问题...我...

给不了答案...很想答,不敢答...七上八下...

"chong,U nak kerja balik tak?"

Kak Sarah(manager)问到...我没做出回应...心里是很想的...但,不能...我要放弃事业,扛起学业.两者兼顾,头会大些.只好笑笑,不作回应.听了就算,快快闪人...

woah...真难选...我很喜欢这份工...我做得很开心...店里的人都对我很好...haiz...想就好啦...不用读书咩...

开始了中六生涯...别的都不能理会了,要专心于学业...这可是一场很难打的仗...朋友们,让我们一起加油哦!!

form 6 horray~ ><"

啊lui

Dream

2009-05-10T22:04:00.002+08:00
Last update was on 7th,may...

9th May,Mother's Day...

Today...Wake up at 7am+...whoa...my throat was pain,alot...Due to yesterday consume too much of BBQ foods and spicy foods...

Brushed my teeth,washed my face...Prepared and go to my ex-secondary school for Taekwondo Training...

It use to be so long i have not training at my ex-school...

In school,those familiar face are seem...

Due to my special looking,all ppl concerned on me...haha strange...

Training getting strict...MAybe is coz im have leave the place for some times...It becomed unusual...

The time is flying...2hours taekwondo training have passed...And I'm going home with some of my smelly taekwondo uniform which I've sweat so much during training and the uniform soaked all my sweat=smelly...

I thinking about a question...That,a person;that I admire...asked...

"What's The Meaning,for being a life in this world?"

And I cant give a actual answer...

Anyone who wise can answered for me??

11th,May...Going to register myself to the school,SMK high school kajang...For the started of Form 6 classes...

At the Same day...going to Sunway lagoon with my NS friends...Hope we can enjoy...alot in the trip...haha

Whoa....Going to put myself back into school life...With uniforms...XL size back pack...Text books...Reference books....tuition classes....and many2 more...

It's getting harder and harder...I must change my attitude right now...Before I regret on what i've done...Form 6...A big war...Must take it seriously...

Every ppl is busying...Whether busy for school starting or school mid year exam...

The surrounding is not peaceful...It's feel evil...It's doesnt feel good...

Stayed at home,waiting the time passed...and till the sun goes down...Going to have a great dinner with family to celebrate Mother's Day...

So,I guess that's all...Hmm,today feel not very well;dunno why...maybe I'm too missing my NS friend...So,it may make me feel abit of down...But,im still ok~~I'm still can eat,play,sleep...
But just doing alone...Friends is not here,anymore...Haiz....Sweet Memorize~..

Ah lui

从国民服务营回来了~~

2009-05-07T22:18:00.002+08:00
告别了blog将近两个月...现在从国民服务营回来了...是时候Update一下了...

在营里的生活嘛...要说几天都说不完...

就寥寥的说一些吧...

在营里的第一天...

超陌生的...好可怕,不知来临的日子会做些什么...

没有电脑,手机的日子,要怎么过啊?...

我的房间...不,是"大家"的房间...在房里,有三十张床...意思是说,我将来的日子;都要与29位我不认识的人睡在一起...冲凉也一起...吃东西则要与全营的人一起排队,一起吃...说到吃...营里的每餐正餐(早午晚)都离不开"辣"...吃的都是些为了生存而吃的,如果可以选;那该多好啊~

在营里,disiplin很严格...一点点错误也不能犯...轻则pt 10,push up,helicopter...重则要穿baju loreng每隔一小时就要报道一次...直到晚上睡觉时间才不用...

我的营的名字是KEM MILLENNIUM...里面的pelatih是来自selangor,sarawak,sabah的...

总数不是很清楚...有400+吧...

刚开始这几天我都很害羞...没什么敢和人们说话...唯有和我"629"兄弟一块儿...

我第一个认识的人是来自connaught的...男的,nick:CM/meng...马来西亚版的"楚留香"(很花心的意思)...他是个情场高手...我在他那学会了不少...哈哈...

过后就认识了我DORM E(房)里的所有人...integrasi...什么样的人都有...好坏肥瘦高矮都有...

很幸运的,刚开始的几天都没什么"特别"事发生...

进到了营里...我心理上早已准备好要面临将要来临的恶数...我也准备要实行我在营里"改变自己"的计划...

今天嘛...就说到这里...明天再继续吧^^嘿嘿...

至于有没有改变到,那就要追看明天的post咯^^

服役回来的啊lui

胡思乱想之last day..

2009-03-18T09:10:00.002+08:00
今天是我想痛快的"胡思乱想"的最后一天...去想不可能发生的事...去想自己有多幸福...去想她,有多么爱我...去想,我有多么爱她...

时间飞驰...18号了,这一天是我收拾一切一切的一天...明天,就要离开家园,到一个新地方去与一班不认识的人相处3个月...

朋友,
我对他们很不舍得...希望他们也是吧...

我也知,我这个朋友做得不及格...往往不及任何一个人...

相信我,
3个月后的我,会带回来全新的我...希望那时候,我能当一个你们认同的"朋友"

人,
没可能孤独生活,

人,
需要群队生活;

人,
需要朋友...

人,
需要任何一个让自己感得好过的安慰

人,
不是冷血的,不是无情的;
而已热血的,而是有情的

在友人的眼里...我是个很cool,但又搞笑;没什么说话;不懂得关心.样子不是很好看,全部人之中最无奈的,最无辜的...

我,
不是不说话...

我,
其实不cool...

我,
的确样子不好看...

我,
为何最无辜?...

这些问题,我不会答...有人会答吗?

我不是要翻旧帐...只是说说而已...

在学校里...我是个笑柄...任何一个人都不会够我多...

不是因为我不说话.而是;我是个你们所谓的"开心果"...

把你们的快乐,建立在我的痛苦之上...都以过去了...

就因为开个小玩笑,要我都忘了...别小气...

你捅了我一刀,然后说对不起?无补于事

我心情不好,样子就cool cool的...这也成了你们的笑柄...

这些我偶尔会介意...因为超过了我的底线...

大部分的,我gud一声就吞掉..我不介意...

现在没在一起了...当然,想要抓我做笑柄也不行了咯...

突然间我又觉得好寂寞...

平时的嘻嘻哈哈的日子没了...

我,安静了...

突然觉得,我掉进了无底洞...很安静,很黑...想到的都是空白...

少了...嘻哈声....就是少了友人们...我没成笑柄了...就是说友人们没理我了...

虽然很不愿意,但我能要回以前被你们当笑柄的生活吗??

我和友人们出街,我是最不特出的...因为以前就是那样...

像以前...出街也把我当笑柄...把我弄得ps到没话说...

现在,我要回那种生活...

能得到友人们的关注...我就满意了...

我不是傻...我只是单纯...单纯得,对我没有利益的事都做...

但,我得到友人们的关注...任何利益我都不要了...

要是友人们都读到了这篇...发个祝福安慰短信给我吧...好让我在兵营里,好过点...

3个月,也许很快过;也许很慢...

开心就快过,伤心就慢过...

友人们能让我开心的过吗?我能有这个机会吗?

希望在我改变之前...友人们就是我的强心针;得到你们的强心针...我会做得更好...

3个月时间...我可能会被忘掉...

请友人们务必要记得我...

因为,我一定会记得大家...

猜不透

ah luii 3个月后再见

一日之midvalley教育展游...

2009-03-14T22:08:00.003+08:00
今天update blog啦~....

今天约了一班朋友到mid valley的教育展去走走,希望能找更多关于"未来"的咨询...

今天...是星期六...是我辞职后的第一天...今天8点醒...外面刚好停雨...不知那场雨下了多久...

今天...约了朋友到midvalley的教育展...今天是教育展的第一天...这个教育展举办两天...14及15号...

起床了...看报纸...ah boon打给我了,我就洗脸刷牙咯...9点就到巴士站去等巴士...差不多十点才到KTM Kajang...到了哪里,我也已经满身汗了...因为从kajang到KTm kajang有一段15分钟的路程...

在太阳猛晒之下,很难不流汗啊~...到了KTM Kajang,看到了auntie,ah yap还有Colney=.="...

她们一样没变...就只是好奇的是,ei?colney没戴眼镜了...出奇咯...

过后...人齐了...我们就搭KTM去midvalley咯~...

一路上...我看到了小学同学,李仕勇...我们也有段时间没见过面...就聊起来了咯...

没什么特别....

BLAR BLAR BLAR***

到了那里咯!midvalley,在我印象中,是个很highclass的地方...里面卖的多数是明牌,而且都很值钱...

对我这个kampung仔...的确咯...

首先...我们没进展先...反而去了戏院...买了一张12块的戏票...Race to Witch Mountain....

然后我们才进去展咯...

door gift...是个lilo and stich...made in japan咯...

哇,在里面了...我和友人们也分散了,因为多人的关系...在展里...看到的都是些出名的学院,技术学校...

但我还在犹疑着...我想要些什么...

我走了不到十分钟,我已满手都是学院的宣传单...走下走下...我来到了nilai UC...有一个不知是姐姐的还是auntie...叫停了我...就问我问题咯...很惊讶的...我告诉了她我的学校...她竟然也略懂哦...她很费力气的...说服我别上Stpm...因为成绩的问题,二;没钱...所以我要上stpm...但,那个讲师她却劝我别拿stpm...可我爸却叫我放胆去读...可我...进退两难...

我知道stpm会比spm难要千倍...可我没办法啊?没钱...家境不好...怎么办?

biotechnology...是我的目标...可我的目标...哎,算了...从长计意吧...

在犹疑的我...很烦恼...不过...我总算找到了我的目标...

就担心的是选择路...那条通往我的目标的路...

要选择辛苦的?让自己好过的?父母负担得起的?还是?

希望我收集到的资料...在有一天...我会真正的把它分析出来...

让我这个迷途的羔羊,找到自己应该走的路...

朋友们...让我们一起加油吧...但,也希望朋友们别凭一时意气,枉送你们的前途啊~

请作出谨慎的选择...

我19号march要当兵了...希望在那天之前,我们一班人能出来叙旧叙旧...至于时间地点...

我会通知友人们...

希望友人们能参与...

没什么好写了...

到此为此吧

迷途羔羊ah luii...

爱情转移...

2009-03-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆才会觉得分离也并不冤枉感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏好让日子天天都过的难忘熬过了多久患难湿了多少眼眶才能知道伤感是爱的遗产流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰才让戒指义无反顾的交换把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛让上次犯的错反省出梦想每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗等虚假的背影消失于晴朗阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅爱情不停站想开往地老天荒需要多勇敢烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长太拥挤就开到了别的土壤感情需要人接班接近换来期望期望带来失望的恶性循环短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满烧完美好青春换一个老伴把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛让上次犯的错反省出梦想每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗等虚假的背影消失于晴朗阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅爱情不停站想开往地老天荒需要多勇敢把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛让上次犯的错反省出梦想每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗等虚假的背影消失于晴朗阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅爱情不停站想开往地老天荒需要多勇敢你不要失望荡气回肠是为了最美的平凡

make my day

2009-03-09T21:28:00.002+08:00
今天星期一...今天是假期...今天做工...今天做得很累....今天卖雪糕...生意很好...一人做工...

5点放工...吃东西...看到老友...一起搭巴士回家...今天下午下雨...

今天...我"公司"的manager,kak ummu...她得知我要拿spm成绩了...她对我说了句good luck...这句很让我觉得欣慰...她也得知我将resign...很舍不得我,哈哈...kak ummu...是个diploma holder而直接进来我的"公司"就上任manager一职...她,人很好...好得不的了...对员工一视同仁...我很敬仰她...她很了解我...唯一不了解的是,为什么我会喜欢在mcdonald做工...今天,在我等ah boon放工的同时...她开口问我了...虽然我不知为什么会突然间问我这些事情...但我也没怎样...就回答她咯...

至于为什么我会喜欢在mcdonald做工....我自己也不知道...就觉得,mcdonald很亲切...当我走进mcdonald时...有种特别的感觉...而且在这里...完全看不到华人在哪里做工...唯独有我,还有ah boon...可能是没到别的mcdonald去看过...据我所知...都应该很少的吧...

mcdonald...工作辛苦,薪水不多;时间很短...有时就很长...在那里...马来人最多...用的语言也是马来语...可我大多数用英语...

她,问了我...mcdonald有什么好...我不知怎么回答她...就说了...在mcdonald,我可以学到很多东西...我可以增强我的自信心...我可以增强我的语文用意...我觉得...我改变了很多...

她,问我...如果以后有机会,还会到回去做吗?...我说会,因为我在那认识了一班很不错的朋友...他们都很好...

以下是我觉得不错的朋友...当然也包括了manager2...

*Daman(crew leader mcD kajang...He's a devil;hamsap = =...)
*Syafiq(Crew leader mcD kajang,,He's a funny guy ==...)
*Abang Kamarul(crew leader mcD kajang...He's a wisdom guy...)
*Farid(core crew mcD kajang...He's a guy who like 2 merepek...)
*M.Faizal(core crew mcD kajang...He's a guy who like 2 joke alot...)
*Faisal(normal crew mcD kajang...He's a good person,who teach me alot in kitchen xD...)
*Zul(core crew mcD kajang(REsigned)...He's a ex-PLKNer...He tell me alot of PLKN life story)
*Kak Diyana(manager mcd kajang...sweet smiler)
*Kak Ummu(manager mcd kajang...kind anf friendly person...)
*Abang Sofian(manager mcd kajang...funny and joker)
*abang amerul(manager mcd kajang...funny n serious working)
*kak katheen(manager mcd kajang...bendahari of mcD kajang...)
*kak noraini(manager mcd kajang...Schedule holder...want work/dun wan work...tell her =x)...
*Abang Saiful(store manager mcd kajang...Though guy wif though looking...can be a joker;and so a killer)

Para2 Normal crew I saluted for...I'm appreciated for working with u all... :
Kak wan(the one who always call me cutey = =...)
Erisha(the one who call me sayang = =...)
Aina( sister to Kak diyana(manager mcd kajang)...Acting alot,but action alot too...)
Fatin(a girl with braces....she's cute n nice lol...)
Isma&Erma(Twins...I confuse alot for their face n name)
Meor(fast productor...take what he get,get what he take...he's a mat rempit too)
Muzzafar(crazy dude...)

THe rest of the crew...I'm not going to list...becoz its too many for me to list..i afraid till 2morrow,it still havent finished listed...The name i have listed...they are really really great person,i appreciated alot...for have the chance to working together...

phew....tired already....Having 3 day-off...Serious boring~~~...

No idea nah....

Time to off...Byebye

Ah lui

没主题

2009-03-07T20:27:00.003+08:00
今天写blog啦~~~

今天做工...放工了还没走...我留在那里做"义工"...所谓义工就是没拿薪水的工...做了两个多小时...顺便等我老友ah boon放工然后一起回咯....放工一个人回家可是件很可怜的事...有朋友陪还不同点...

这个星期是第一个星期,mc value lunch每天promotion的开始...因为刚开始,so没什么人知.so今天人也不是很多...因为下雨的关系吧...今天看到很多美眉叻~~但她们都不懂我是华人....开口说的都是malay...说得烂到死==...我开口说华语她们才焕然大悟...哎,可怜...然后她们才指指点点的,最后她们也order了她们要的~哦,真辛苦...

很快的又是时候说byebye了...今天午餐吃chicken mcnugget,yummy~^^...

今天好好的,在crew room里,有两位马来女同事,她们谈起了以后打算生多少个,以后的老公怎样怎样的...

我真的冒冷汗呐...然后她们又说起了,应该是男生大过女生,还是vice versa...她们就讨论了...

把我们男生都踩得一文不值,而她们女生就捧的高高的...memang啦...mereka ni perempuan ma...satu gang 1....我啊...听了听,觉得no comment就走了...下楼去找有意义的事做...那就是义工~~

今天没什么特别...没拿到电话...提起了要resign....去national service...就很舍不得了...虽然在哪里时常被找笨...但我对那里有感情了...很舍不得...怎么觉得不太想resign....但没可能...国家的arahan,不能不服从嘛...今天看了报纸,看到了我的国役地点...beranang...3月19号...

spm result在3月12号公布...而我就在3月15号resign...

虽然舍不得,但也必须...好乱啊....我还没收到相关的通知...不知能否去得成呢?national service...一天还没到那天,对我都还是个迷...Hmm没法啦,唯有等咯...

啊lui

放手,让她走.让她幸福.

2009-03-05T18:18:00.002+08:00
几天前电脑坏了...呵呵,so几天没写blog...刚拿回来不久,现在要update一下,不然outdate了^^...

今天星期四...今天没做工^^...今天去听课(theory 6hours for Car)...有了L-license^^...但我没要拿先...我得国役完后才拿,不然拿了L-license摆美咩?...反正都是摆着的,我和我的师傅说了到5月我才出L-license...然后我6月从国役回来后就能直接学车啦~是不是很聪明叻??哈哈...

冷静了很多天...想通了...世界那么大...为什么我就把我自己锁着呢?把她锁着呢...我决定放手了...给她幸福...我也不会因此难过...就希望她能找到真正爱她的人...我没那种命,so我必须认命...

女生到处有嘛...世界上也是女人最多...不怕找不到,对吧?朋友们?...我看开了...我打开了我心里的枷锁...我的心领回来了...so,现在...世界上的女生们有机会咯~~把握机会,不是时常有哦!!我是100%绝种好男生,就只是可爱点,爱吃点,身材特别点,就没什么点了~我很容易养的~一天4餐,不能多也不能少~不用肥料,不用阳光,不用浇水,就自己长大的~而且只会大,不会小^^...

是不是很感兴趣叻??

询问热线:016-6138775,啊lui

看吧...我那么不要脸了证明我没事啦??so,朋友们;我会努力的!谢谢你们对我的支持,我感激万分...

希望spm成绩出的那天,全部人都能得到very very very good 的成绩,还有要想我丫!我在兵营里也会想你们的~~

啊Lui

Today is Today

2009-02-27T18:56:00.002+08:00
Hello today!Boring day...working day...busy day...

WHAT A DAY!@

damn,today busy alot...And Im down alot....

Having strange feeling since yesterday...Till now...Im still having the strange feeling...

Is that because of her?I did try my best to forget her...Peace,friends 4ever...

But why?Why it the feeling still followed me...

Just like my heart beating...Non-stoply...Until the day my heart stop beating,then just i will forget her??

Saturday...Coz im very down...emotion...And i lie to my manager said that I have things to do saturday and cant work for that day...And I asked Isma to sub me...

Sunday,Its a day...Maybe I can see her around?...Hear her voice?...No matter friends 4ever...Im still thinking about her...Stay besides her also can entertain me...Its enough for me...Coz I'm stupid.

Im stupid and Im got a short-vision...There are still alot of girls out there,why dun just I Forget her,and find another 'her'?

The question never get a answer till my heart is totally out from her...She still have my heart in her hand...Just she didnt realized...And She will never Realized...Friends 4ever = =...

Im talking nonsense alot today huh...I got no idea what to do...Im very frustrated...Very tired...

She cant sleep...I get know from her...So,to me...I'm not sleeping well too...Coz my mind cant stop thinking relavent about HER...

What should I do??Get my hed knock on the wall until i get anemia??Then,Just I can forget about HER??

Come on GOD!!Give me a break!!Im not happy at all!!Why dun u give me a break??!!

I'm very tired....pls...Make me Feel better...

Exonerate my heart from u....Let me feel better...

It's enough for me to love u once...Not anymore...For twice...

Exhausted...Ah lui

Today a boring day 3

2009-02-26T18:10:00.002+08:00
Nah...Today off...yesterday exhausted,so i didnt write my blog yesterday...today too...but i wanna write something although im tired,hehe...

So,today will be long story...coz add with yesterday happened...hmm...Start from,yesterday morning 11o'clock...I taking bus to work...i wait bus...bus passed alot....i didnt go for it...And,finally when some1 come then we just go for the bus...She was Bibo...Haha,nothing between us but just friend =)...

She ah....38 zabo= ="...She like to chit-chat alot huh,on the way to work hor...dunno we talk about how many topics...and so,appreciate it;can go work with friend(same buses i mean) instead of going alone...It's very boring and sad by going work alone...And Bibo break my loneliness yesterday...haha,it will be very low chance for us to meet and go work together.Hope we can go work together again and again =)....Until 19th MArch...Sadful day huh that day...9.30am,kajang bus stop...National Service....3month period...So long my friend!...

Yesterday...Working take it easy...Carry heavy things alot = =...fries case,20kg+ for 1 case...fuh,i dunno carry how many cases d...10?20?around there lol...phew

End of yesterday....

Today,a boring day...day off....Go for 6hours theory...The lesson we must take for getting L license after a week of the day...Today,breakfast:Mee kicap + teh(panas) kecil...8am,me,jolin,ah boon arrived the place we having car lesson...today,quite alot ppl huh.and its hot today...

***THE LESSON IS DAMN BORED***

1.00pm,time to get a ride!Coz me and jolin taking for both(motor+car)(L License)...so,today we having motor lesson 1st and we have a motor trial there =)...Due to we have relavent experience,we take the trail down easily =)...Proud of it huh...after an hour,the sky is dark and rains fall...buhhh,wat a day...

Today,we saved for free lunch lol,haha =x...The officer of the car lesson centre is having a jemuan...And we get free foods and drinks! haha...It's malay food,yummy =)...I luv tomatoes chicken and nasi putih =)...

And so,blar blar blar...boring waiting till 4o'clock then just we going back...

And so,now...Nothing Special about...The Sky is stilled dark and heavier rain gonna down soon...and there is lightning too...So,If can,pls stay at home for safety...dont go out alone,if not will hit by lightning oh ^^...Advised from Weather DJ-Ah luii,haha...

my 3rd salary is bank-in to my account soon^^...expect for the amounts ***....

Going to resign soon...Ah,stupid Nasional service...Next monday having car 6hour theory,then L license is just about to be in my hand,haha...For the P license will be coming soon...After my National Services...=)

TIRED....

Wanna Go D....

Don MISS me =)...

Ah luii

对自己评分...100分!

2009-02-24T20:28:00.002+08:00
呵呵...今天做11点半...order taker,哈哈...今天是weekdays,所以有mcvalue lunch promotion...12点到三点下午...今天人潮不错...学生很多...很多一对一对的...但换作是以前的我,一定说羡慕...现在,我也没什么...以前他们来买东西时我都会给特待....现在,理他们都傻了,忙不过来怎么顾你们啊?哈哈...今天,做casual labour crew...只做4小时...所以4点就能会了...但我没有...我留下来帮忙...这次换别的...我从没进过kitchen&product...今天我进去呆了两个小时...感受及学习当一个assembler...做product原来是那么兴奋~哈哈...看着自己一手做出来的汉堡...一个接一个的送出counter给顾客...有种满足感...哈哈,觉得product才是我的天下....counter...不再是了...在counter从没觉得满足过...但,这次...我进了kitchen学production...觉得,虽然没人认可...但,有那么满足感...朋友的配合...团队的合作...朋友们都没闲我碍事...反而教我...帮助我...我记得,我刚进mcd做工时...没人真心的帮我,协助我...直到,我做出成绩了...他们才认同我...就如今天...在kitchen里的两小时,我都很享受...它的过程...很感谢faizal,ismail,farid他们今天的帮助...我,走也走的安心...哈哈...我是说resign啦!

体验了production的过程...很开心,终于学完了mcd店里所有岗位的工作...没粮出也没关系,我学到东西啦?我能证明给人看,我是十项全能的.我所有岗位也能做,不单单只counter crew 而已...

有点舍不得....对mcd的朋友们...manager们...他们都对我很好...我也很高兴认识他们...希望以后能到回去和他们"拼肩作战"!哈哈...

三月19日这天很快就到了...那时候,我要国役了...离开三个月家里生活...开始独自生活...体验新生活...我对自己有信心...一定能过的好好的...

今天通过我的老友,韦翰的口中知道了国役地点...是beranang...哈哈...离我家不远...好事?坏事?谁晓得?

在有了等成绩的心理准备...但现在也同时有了去国役的心理准备...剃光头...晒黑黑...都有了...哈哈...

so,那时候...写部落格的时间也会暂停了...直到我服务完后,凯旋归来...哈哈...

今天就写到这里...

100分的啊lui呈上

雨过天晴的一天

2009-02-23T19:43:00.002+08:00
phew...刚放工到家冲了凉就马上开电脑上网check部落格了...好感动...很欣慰...朋友们纷纷捧我场了...还鼓励我要把目光放远一点...我会的,朋友...雨过天晴啦~

今天好累...一整天站着卖雪糕...还一直逼我的眼睛看同样的东西7个小时(<叶问>)...早上10点就开始卖....直到5点才回"公司"去吃东西....可怜啊,我的午餐5点才吃= =...六点多上了cityliner回家...没什么特别...没特遇,很孤独...唯有电话陪伴着我...回到billion(bandar technology)时...下雨了...然后又塞车...啊,无奈啊...看着排队的马路...然后bus driver又一直打brek害到我的头一直往前撞,讨厌==....好啦...7点多回到家了...因我出门不带伞的原因,下雨了;没伞,淋着雨回家...到家了,全身湿完;好啦;高兴啦?....

好啦,冲凉了...开电脑了...on了msn,没什么人on9...我打算关掉的...但,又想看到熟悉的她上线...于是,等待...

今天也没什么好写....hmm,来点....这个吧

以前的:
我,
有过曾经,有过过去.

对妳,
曾经痴心,想过未来

他,
比我还好,与你有缘

对妳,
无微不至,温柔体贴

妳,
条件很好,我不配你

对我,
只是朋友,没想未来

对他,
痴心绝对,非他莫属

以后的:
我,
不去想你,维持朋友

对妳,
不再痴心,缘已尽此

他,
依然爱你,专属天使

对妳,
忠心诚恳,无人能比

妳,
仍然最美,只是过去

对我,
一句问候,朋友你好

对他,
缘定今世,海枯石烂

现在的:
我,
不再回头,只看未来

对妳,
一声朋友,笑笑而过

伤心,
不再想念,只有一时

心情,
时好时坏,与她无关

未来,
勇往直前,追求完美

朋友,
又是时候,说声掰掰

对你们,
带点感激,非常谢谢

有空,
给我留言,慰问一下

啊lui承上

无所事事的一天...

2009-02-22T13:26:00.003+08:00
啊lui的部落格生活第7天:

"今天星期天.今天没做工.下午减了头发.不好看.很后悔.很不满意.自从要我去把你当一辈子朋友时开始,没一件事是我满意的..."

早上一睡醒就在想.又是无聊的一天...起身了,牙都不刷,就到厅去拿报纸看.哦,头版不见了...哈,我爸拿了,在他房里...算了,没头版就不看了...又回到房里...躺在床上...发呆

想起了不该想的,应该忘记的,会伤心的事...哦,天啊;算了....不发呆了,找事做...

去洗脸刷牙...看着镜子里的我,哦;剪头发咯...虽然3月要剃光头了,都是去整整我的头发吧...

11点左右,和家人去吃早餐,然后就去剪头发了...那个替我剪的auntie照着我的意思去剪...而剪出来后,糟糕...怎么那么丑啊?都剪了咯,不能rewind了...很后悔啊...

回到家,再一次看着镜子....我的天啊,好难看...怎么办?怎么办?算了...我没信心了...那一次的失败,我还没振作起来...接受事实吧...难看就难看...

现在我外面在下雨...再一次让我想起...那天下雨天...伤心回忆,不提了.

晚上继续...没灵感...

晚上了~~

刚刚看完电视节目<百万大歌星>,喬喬很厉害哦!看到她唱最后一首30万大惊喜,jolin的<野蛮游戏>就没看了...不知有拿到30万没有呢?...呵呵...

刷了牙,开电脑写部落格咯~~IAN说我上隐了,应该是吧xD....

今天没什么写也...就写明天的事吧...不不,先说今天几点睡,哈哈....我打算...12点前睡!哈哈...

听小步给的宝贵意见...部落格...是个发泄心情的好地方...朋友啊,呐...哪来电话费回我短信啦...我打给他们又很贵...msn,听没到两句就闲了....怎么倾诉啊...哎,算了啦...写写部落格也不错哦...嘿嘿

明天上9点半班,打算吃roti canai x 1 + roti telur x1 + teh tarik kurang manis x 1当早餐...哈哈

7点15分起床,预算8点准备好,8点半-9点能到kajang,在那里的mamat store 吃早餐...

9点20分到"公司" punch in,准备要带去kiosk(mcdonald's学糕店)的东西...到那里了,预算了会看lebih kurang 6小时的<叶问>电影...blah blah blah...午餐就会吃我平时做工时的午餐...mcchicken,french fries+ribena...哎,算是我的最爱吧...天天都吃的...怎么就还不去的?哇~!!touch wood touch wood....哈哈....

闷,没什么写了...你们也读得不耐烦了,开始要骂我无聊了...不过,真的...今天没灵感耶....可能是没突发事件发生,所以大脑转得慢,思想耶变差了...

对不起起啊各位...我下次会写些感性一点的...哈哈

晚安

呆呆的啊lui

爱情...承诺...

2009-02-20T19:13:00.003+08:00
啊lui在部落格第5天:

今天嘛...来点特别的...写文章,哈哈...

等待,
能是苦等,能是有价值的等;能证明,也能揭穿...

无奈,
能是开心的,能是伤心的;能让她哭的,也能让她笑的...

缘份,
能是跟随自己的,也能是上天注定的;能让有情人一起,也能让恋人相隔两岸...

感情,
不是一朝一夕就能有的,不过是经过了种种考验才能培养出来...

谎言,
能是善意,能是恶意;能是存心,能是无意...能带伤害,也能维护...

真心,
能是真意,能是假意;能够打动她的心,也能让她猜不透...

伤害,
能是被动的,能是带动的;能是无形的,也能是有形的...

承诺,
能是一秒,能是永远;能是真心,能是办的到的,也能是一时的欺骗...

爱情,
从苦苦的等待直到证明,从开始的无奈;直到缘分的到来;从培养了感情,直到善意或有意的谎言出现;从彼此的真心与真意,直到带给一方的伤害;最后从一番的承诺,直到彼此爱情永久...这时,才能真正的体会到...爱情的降临

种种的波折,反映出情路上种种的挫折;
种种的挫折,反映出种种的承诺;
而种种的承诺,反映出人们丑陋的一面...

承诺,能是假的;能是真心的...做出承诺前,要考虑到承诺能办到的可能性...办到的承诺,能带来永远的爱情...

没人是不懂爱情的,而只有不懂得给对方承诺的爱情...
没人是不懂得给承诺,只有人对于承诺能说而办不到...

啊lui之情路篇

A Questionful day....

2009-02-19T13:04:00.003+08:00
Ah lui at D Blog day 4:

Today...High class abit...Lazy use pinyin,so use english to build my blog today...Hmm...Nothing special today...This afternoon go to KWSP make my EPF account...Sucessfully...And Go to somewhere else having breakfast+lunch sekali with family...Having Chicken thigh rices today for d breakfast+lunch....And Have donate rm10 for the social of Down syndrome's Family...And get a thingy...fine...today,stilled miss for her...Stilled the same looking...Stilled stay poverty....And stilled...A BORING DAY-OFF...damn...i rather working than day-off...which do nothing for whole day...sigh...Yesterday after building my blog...i have listened to a JJ lin songs...Named:我还想她...it was a sadful song...I can be emotionful after listen to this song...This song hiding alot of meaning inside...If u love this song too...may u have the same thinking with me...Haha...salute for JJ...This song is great...

second part....

this post i separately to build...this is the second part...Oh...Coz of boring day,I half-day stay in SMS madness status...Wow,today i sended 100+ message...alot huh...Included the message between HER....Coz of boring day,I asked stupid question...She answered...And that is,comes with sadful result to me...Do u think men,are not royalty nowsaday?ya,I agree,so to her...But,not every men...but Most...And stilled,there will be a part of men which is royalty...Just,She didnt figure out...Perhaps...I can be one.Do you guy agree that I can be a Royalty guy?Ho...Hard time right?
Most of u ppl doesnt sure that I can do it...Like I say,I DO...I can...I can prove it...All I need Is TIME...TIME can Prove everything...Being a Person to be eliminated...I will not give up easily...But...I need time to recover my injuried heart...I will Prove to her...And one day she will realized...That...I will TRy to be....the one in a million of her...Forgive my stubborn and my selfishness...You can break my heart into million piece...No matter how many time u break,i will stilled up and till the day I owned ur heart...So confidence huh ah lui??No bluffing ya ah lui!! Cheer up!!I can do it!!....I cried...Coz i cant...I tried...I tried...She was just ending it with:"I advised Dont waste time on that girl le la..."...Tears come out from my heart but not eyes...I asking stupid question with example but not straight say that person was me....And She stilled answered the question clearly...Ya,Im stupid....Im wasting time...I deserved the ending...Im just a loveless creature...I did believe in serendipity,but when it's come?...I cant wait for that...GOD...huh,immature think...U people think am I??Speechless...Come on ah lui...Be mature abit la...17 and a half years old already leh!!Cheer up!!...Back to working tomorrow...Hope working can relief my suffered...Try to forget her...And remember...Me and She = friends FOREVER...

Ah lui ending with sadness

被认同的一天

2009-02-18T20:32:00.000+08:00
部落格的日子3:

今天的工作时间是12点...但今天早到了21分钟又7秒...今天和我爸吵架..!@#$%...今天....发生了很多事...今天的工作岗位是MDS(McDonald's Delivery Service)...不是负责送的..而是准备order给负责送的人去送..人们称我为MDS Order Taker + Runner...而我的手下(负责送order的人)我称他们为MRM,也就是Mat Rempit McDonald's...不过普通人称他们为rider啦...我就只是复杂化...今天刚开始嘛...就没什么事的...风平浪静...直到了12点...人潮开始有了...MDS order也一打一打来,做得我上气不接下气...那么MRM就开心咯,有生意给他们...他们每送一单就赚4块,你说好不好?我就做生做死也就做到那3块一个小时...不过他们是拿命博的...我对他们致敬...谈到忙...我忙时也不时为counter那里的crew backup一下的...stockup东西之类的啊...他们可感激不尽啊!在他们有困难时伸出援手...因此他们都对我很好..时不时也就帮回我...不过都是我帮他们多过他们帮我...今天因为manager meeting...所以我们的啊头有在店里---saiful..他是我们的啊头,但人不会怎样...有时会开玩笑呢...不过认真起来,谁都不能和他比...我很佩服他,24岁的他已成为了一名francies店店长...他嘛...不知什么令到他那么看重我...对我总是很多要求...但他的要求我都做到的...今天,我也像平时一样完成了他的要求...然后就一个人准备MDS 的order...一次过出了4个order...因为一个人的关系...一定会比较慢的...我也就已做得很快了...但突然order一多,我就慌了...就很乱...拿到order就做,完全没理会一下kitchen的人,product出得堆满了sidebar(放product的地方)...于是,abang saiful看见了,话不多说就叫我的名字"Chong"...他叫我在几分钟之内把那么product通通准备好...我听了就很无奈的...想了想,就去到sidebar那里一口起出4单order...我就不管那么多了...拿到就放在MRM拿order的地方,给刚送完回来的MRM拿,眼看一单一单的出...不到数分钟,order都out了...product全拿了..abang saiful看了看,怕我会弄错,就到我面前,一个一个order问我...我就答答答...他瞪了我一眼,就挺地母子头,赞我:bagus chong,itu la saya nak...teruskan,jangan kelam-kabut;tapi ;lain kali...kalau u tekan order,u punch satu by satu...jangan sekali,kalau product keluar,u x collect lagi;lepas tu counter crew ambil product u,u x dapat product kemudian,lepas tu start minta product dari kitchen...later product full kat sidebar sana jika u keep minta2 product lepas tu x ambil atau salah order...so,lain kali jangan ya...我也就点点头说okok...过不久,我该做的都做了...没怎么忙时我就backup一下counter那里咯...然后abang saiful走前来和我要passport size gambar,我也毫不犹疑的拿了我钱包里的照片给他...然后他说要把我的照片放榜上...February...哈哈...我就觉得很莫名其妙的...无端端放我照片上去...哈哈...现在我知道了...我的努力被认同了..很高兴...很感动...我的努力没白费到...希望她能知道...但我让她知道了..她却不在乎我...总有一天...我会得到她的认同的...

啊lui到此为此

倒霉的一天

2009-02-17T20:46:00.000+08:00
在部落格的日子2:

昨晚睡得不好...因为今天做9点半...9点半,辛苦的时间从那时开始...9点半是要到某商场的(mcDonald's)雪糕店里卖雪糕...自己一个人呐...那时我一直抱怨why me why me....但已是事实了...就硬着头皮到那里去...那里可是个很糟糕的地方...我的店的对面是卖vcd的...他们的店里都在重复的播放着<叶问>这套戏...我在那里呆6个小时就看足6个小时啊~~天啊,我是怎么啦?要我受这种罪?...今天都没什么人...为独马来人最多...当然,也看到很多很熟悉的面孔...学生...我以前曾经是..现在,不是了...等我spm成绩出后,我可能就会变回学生了,哈哈...怀念啊...看见他们可爱的面孔,我笑了...但当他们走到我店前来开口对我要雪糕时,我顿时晴天霹雳...他们开口说:"UNCLE,SAYA NAK SUNDAE CONE SATU"....uncle...很伤我心...他们是华人...我也是...为什么就认不出我是?难到叫我一句brother真的那么难吗?我看起来真的那么老样?why?anyone tell me why?我那时很冲动...我马上从我口袋里拿出我的钱包,亮出我的IC....91年,他们...呆了眼的看着我...再对我说了一句伤我心的话:hua,夸张!有吗??怎么都看不像的啊?骗人的吧?...我嘛...麻木了...既然被人说不象是91年出生的羊仔...我实在无奈啊...妈,我好可怜啊~你儿子被人叫uncle了,你还无动于衷??heng!倒霉的一天

开心?伤心?

2009-02-16T22:19:00.000+08:00
我的第一天(部落格):

(16/2/2009)今天好累...店里好多人...我想这样是好事吧,用工作麻醉自己,不去想....她,已经是事实了...她有了他,而他不是我...我想成为她的他...所以我就在她的后面...默默的等待...等待机会...成为她的他的机会...这叫什么啊?愚蠢?痴情?不晓得...世界那么大,好的女生多得很啊?怎么却那么蠢啊,去等她?我对我朋友的问题不做回应,也许是我的心觉得这是值得的吧?花言巧语...我不会,浪漫,我也不会;帅,我不是...细心的人,我不是;那我是什么啊?...我无聊时/发呆时,时常去想这个问题...不晓得...我就是我...没什么特别啊...就比平常人胖了点,高了点(我很谦虚的...),汗多了点,头发乱了点,粗鲁了一点,青春痘多了点...就没什么多了吧?...应该是那么上下了...很多人劝我不要自悲,但;他们能控制得了自己吗?不知?对,我有尝试啊,但得慢慢来吧?没人一出世就能走的吧?谢了朋友们...我会的...但,也给我一点时间吧?...前几天,情人节的前夕...我和她发短信...那时,我得知了一个,不知是开心?还是伤心的事?...她说她和他做回朋友了...我那时候就心想...她又回到"free to all"的状态了...那时候我也没再问她关于她与他的事情了...我尊重她...我不在她与他的复合期期间趁机...一切随缘,如果是有缘的,一定能在一起...我对她说...这时候,我觉得我好笨哦,为他与她讲好话...但,我没后悔...她与他能和好的话,我会为她与他高兴...毕竟,她对我说了...她的心是他的...而不是别人...更不是我...她说出口了...难到我还死缠烂打吗?...我会学着放弃你,是因为我还爱你...周杰伦的<安静>,对不起...没经你同意就用你的歌词...我还是会等待的...我的放弃,只是直到她与他已不在一起时...在她对我说了那番话后的一天,她又再次对我说...他对她说,其实他还很爱她...不知是开心?还是伤心?我很无奈...360度的变化...我跟不到...我喘不过气了...又一次的失望...等待...

到此为此...啊lui无奈地留字

我是啊lui,你好啊部落格!

2009-01-01T22:54:00.000+08:00
啊lui学人写部落格了哦~~

对部落格保持着一定的陌生...但我会努力的去了解它,关怀它..让它加进我的生命的一份子...

看过几个朋友写的部落格...看见的内容多数都是发泄心情之类的...那么看起来,很象很见效哦...

我心动了...因为我也有很多心事想发泄...但,知心朋友没两个...普通朋友我却没这个信心让他们知

道我的心事...所以在把心事藏在心里的同时,压力被无形的制造出来了...围绕在我身边..给我带来了

伤害...现在有机会让我发泄了...但时间不容许我这样做...我得忙里抽闲来写...做工嘛...打发时间...

赚生活费...等spm成绩的同时做些有利益的事...但也要出来社会赚点社会很需要到的东西--

"Working Experience"...有了这样东西,读完书出来找工可是有优先的哦...

可能是过惯了学校生活...每天都很早就休息了...而早上很早就爬起来了,想继续写部落格/开电脑总

不行呢...因为我的哥哥...他的生活是和我掉反的...可能是因为工作关系...他的休息时间是我的起床

时间,他的起床时间却是我的休息时间...哎,好心你改下啦!kor....so,不用多说了,身为一个网民的他,

那时候当然是守着在电脑前的啦...你说我怎么靠近呢?...过不久他睡了,我却不忍心"围殴"我的电脑

我就让它休息咯...好了,开工了~...直到晚上8点+...到家咯,直接开电脑吗?没机会~我的另外一个哥

哥...这个嘛...我不解释那么多,总之他绝不"让路"的...算...我等待机会...终于,等到就能写啦~就像今

天,不过...以后应该比较少机会咯...

到此为此,啊lui留"手"